~Endless love~ <3

~Emotion Cocktail~[PG-13]

             
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{Stiles P.O.V.}

I was happy to be home I said my goodbyes to everyone and headed up to put down Chance. After I put her to sleep I head in to the bathroom to take a shower.

Before getting undressed I take a look in the mirror.  My clothes are filthy. I removed my shirt and see that my body was still healing. I close my eyes in disbelief that I am actually alive.

I mean how many times will I be able to cheat death. I wouldn't be surprised if this was just another dream.

But it isn't....

I take a deep breath and begin to wash myself.  I wasn't aware on how scared I actually was until I noticed I was sobbing in the shower. I placed my head on the cold tile wall and let the water fall off my back.

I couldn't stop, I didn't know why I was crying but it must've been the traumatic experience.

After my shower I come out in just a pair of basketball shorts. I didn't put on a shirt because I  thought it would make the wounds heal faster.

I am sitting on the foot of my bed as Malia was downstairs washing dishes. I had my face in my hands and I wiped the leftover tears.

I finally pull myself together. I play 'Lemonade' by Jeremy Passion on iTunes.

I begin to pull our sheets back to prepare for bed.

I then see Malia staring at me from the door frame. She was smiling.

"What?" I ask with the same expression.

She comes closer.

"I just can't believe you're finally back." She says as she tears up.

I wipe the tear from her cheek with my thumb.

"Me either baby." I reply softly.

She looks down at my stomach as sees my wounds.

She begins to cry a little harder.

"He did this to you?" She asked as she lightly touched the burns.

"Yeah. It was complete agony. But you know what hurt the most?" I replied as I lifted her chin looking into her eyes.

"I couldn't protect you. I didn't know if you were safe or not. I couldn't be with my daughter...or the love of my life." I explained.

"I'm sorry I wasn't with you to protect you Stiles. I cried every night without you." Said Malia.

"I know." I began gently "but it won't happen again." I assured her.

We share a passionate kiss. I then notice that my wound were healing faster.

I then pause for a second and I removed her wrap.

I place light kisses and her neck and lower body. I just want to live in the moment with her.

I want nothing but to show her how much I love her.

{Malia P.O.V. }

Oh...my...god! He definitely knows how to get a girl going.

He lightly kissed my neck, breasts, and stomach.

I bit my lip and pulled him up to my face and smashed our lips together. He removed my top.

He lifted me by my bottom and began carrying to bed.

we fall onto the bed as we continue the heated moment.

He moved his hands up and down my body. His lips moved graciously. My tongue touches his lips asking for entrance.

I then flip him and I kiss his stomach and chest . I see his lacerations and burns were gone. I smile and look into his eyes.

"Are you sure you want to do this right now... after everything that's happened recently? " I ask.

"Of course. The only thing that kept me alive through all that pain was YOU." He said happily.

I then smile and we continue our time together.

The Next Morning.....

I woke up from the best sleep I've gotten in a while. I don't see Stiles next to me so I throw on some underwear and a long shirt belonging to him. I go downstairs to find him looking out the window blankly.

"Stiles? Are you alright?" I ask as I walked to him slowly.

He didn't answer.

"Stiles?"

I place my hand on his shoulder and he began to scream and pushes me away.

As if someone was trying to get him. He then pauses and sees that it's me.

He then falls to the floor and cries softly.

"I'm so sor- sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I don't know what's going on with me!" He says remorseful.

I then crawl to him and hug him. He lets it all out on my shoulder.

"Oh Stiles, We'll make it through this." I said trying to comfort him.

"I just don't know what to do anymore!" He said as he got up and paced back and forth.

"I almost died. You almost died. Everyone that means something to me is always in danger!" He yells and waves has arms angrily.

"I understand why your upset-"

"I'm not upset! I'm a cocktail of emotions that can't be controlled! We're literally waiting around until our next threat comes along and tries to kill us again!" He interrupted me.

He was scaring me. I understand why he was so frustrated.  He just went through something very traumatic.

"What if the next threat is something that doesn't feel any remorse.  What if it's something more powerful? What if.... What if I can't protect you or Chance?" He stops in front of me.

"We protect each other. Together we can take on any threat. We are a pack." I said as I grabbed his face and looked into his eyes.

He lets out a deep breath.

"I need some air... I'll be back later." He then grabbed his keys and left.

I then place hand on my stomach and cry.

Please be okay Stiles.  I keep losing you.

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{What do you think?! So many things are going through my head right now!  I just saw the official teaser trailer of season 5 and it's pretty intense.  I hope no one dies but with teen wolf you never know.

What is going on with Stiles. Let me know what you think.  And I wanna hear what you guys thought of the trailer also. Thanks a million for reading my story. I know it's crappy but it means a lot to know you guys enjoy it. I love you all soooooooo much!  Til next time. Xoxo}
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