Into your veins

20th May 2015 9:12pm.

I literally just looked in the mirror and for the first time in nearly 5 years I looked at myself with no makeup on, my hair tied back and said "wow, I'm beautiful" I guess he gave me a piece I lost. I splashed my face with water and as I put my face in the towel to dry the water I smiled. I feel whole and complete and it sounds so cheesy but it feels funny. Like, tingly haha, that sounds weird and its highly over used but it just feels good to know that I could potentially love myself if I just kept listening to him, you know? I may sound like a sheep cause God do I feel like one but why would I ignore someone I trust when they tell me how gorgeous I am. Why would I not at least try to see some of what he does? He's the best thing that's happened to me since... Since i dont even know. I just feel like I've found someone I've lost and been looking for. He's just...
He perfect.
He makes me feel this way so, of coarse he's perfect. And I love him. And I want him to know how much I love him. Because he deserves to know and he deserves to be loved. A guy like him deserves the world. And I would happily give it to him. Well, maybe not the world but I can surely give him my world. Because he deserves it. Even if no body else can see that. I can. And that's clearly all that matters.