About a girl who dreams of a guy every night
She looks forward to sleeping every night just to see him cause he is the only thing that replaces her loneliness, she knows he isn't real , or what if
I plugged my ears with my fingers, and kicked the alarm of my desktop cause I was too lazy to turn it off .
"I genuinely do not want to go to school today" I thought to myself while brushing my teeth and finished getting ready and put my regular old plain hoodie over myself, it was the only hoodie I wore to hide all the fat on myself.
I had gotten so used to wearing it that without it it felt unnatural and uncomfortable for me, I know it's unhealthy ,but no matter how hard I try to go without it I keep going back ,and putting it on cause I can't stand anyone looking at the sight of me. I grabbed a burnt toast smearing little bit of butter over it and went off to my bus stop and waited till the bus came to pick me up , I looked out the window seeing the trees flow with the the wind, I watched the sunrise and the speeding cars pass by with people anxious to get to work, it feels like the same morning I had the day before it . Sometimes it just feels like one big cycle to me, even at night, when I see him, it feels continuous I dream about him holding me talking to me in ways no one has ever before, even the soft kisses he gives that no one has ever dared to give me before. I know deep down he's not real but I'm too addicted to him I can't stop thinking about him and how loving and how he's the only person to actually ever love me but I keep remembering how he's not real.
It's really sad when you think about it, wanting something or someone so badly knowing you'll never be able to have them how cruel. ——————————————————— LOCATION SCHOOl :FIRST BLOCK I sat at my desk with my hoodie over my head keeping to myself reading a book that had a peeling spine ,but It was too good for me to let it go. Noise filled the classroom as students started piling in one by one till all the seats were filled except one.
"Hello class" the teacher clapped to get everyone's attention , "I am talking right now to introduce a new student that we have today." Please be friendly towards him and be open with warm and welcoming arms.
A average medium sized brown skinned guy walked into the room with mid length braids and a loose t shirt with green baggy pants and headphones with a shoulder bag that matched his pants.
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He stood in front of the class analyzing everyone and looking around as if he was searching for someone until his eyes stopped on me, I quickly looked away and put my head down and tugged my hoodie more over my head, I recognized him from somewhere, he looked liked the guy in my dreams the one who kisses me and hugs me. I kept averting my eyes from him as he walked to the back of the classroom as he sat 4 desks away from me, I could see him staring at me from the corner of my eye and when I would turn to look at him I was met with an intense stare that made my insides turn upside down.
It was hard to focus on my work cause of him,I felt like if I did something or moved a certain way he would turn to look at me so I tried to keep still during the whole class time, once the bell rang I was out of that class and briskly walked to the next one.
So far the rest of the day went well and he was in rarely any of my classes, I was thankful cause every time I saw him I got anxious and more nervous than I already was, I remember when I was zoning out and was looking at him and I realized I was zoning out until he winked at me, I felt so embarrassed ,after that I didn't feel like showing my self to the earth ,but it wasn't that serious now that I think about it.
The last bell of the day rang and school was officially over, I walked to my locker putting my stuff in, I felt a presence behind me and a light tap on my shoulder, I turned around and it was the guy from my dreams, he was more beautiful up close,"Damn" I mumbled, "Hm?" He said leaning close to hear me, I quickly realized what I said and shook my head "Oh it was nothing, do you need something?" I looked at the ground cause I didn't want to look at him cause it made my heart slow down more, he looked down at me a gentle smile at his lips " I wanted to ask if you would like to be friends? Can we be friends?" I looked at him for a short second, it had been a while since I made a friend, although it felt weird to befriend someone you have dreams about on a day to day basis. I nodded "Sure, we can be friends I guess" I mumbled lowly He looked at me for a bit longer his eyes softening while they went further down me slightly, I felt abit anxious and confused to why he was still here so I eventually ended up walking away and felt the burning stare of his eyes on my back. ———————————————————- LOCATION: HOME IN BED I put my bonnet over my hair and brushed my teeth getting ready for bed, I sighed because I knew what was going to happen next, that continuous cycle of dreaming about him, it felt weird seeing him actually be real, he was so beautiful I wanted to stare at him more but it felt illegal, I turned off my lamp and stared at the ceiling until I drifted off to sleep.
My eyes opened to the blue night sky, it was always a different location but it was always him who stayed the same, he sat right next to me and stared at me leaning closer, "How was your day?" He asked curiously , I sighed "It was alright and interesting" he nodded "So why was it interesting?" I stared back at him and he scanned my eyes as if he was searching for something . " I met a guy he looked really nice and he asked to be friends" , he smiled abit "That's nice" "Yeah I guess , I thought he was attractive and he reminded me of you" he turned to me "Oh so you think I'm attractive" he wiggled his eyebrows playfully , I rolled my eyes and nodded slightly abit embarrassed, he chuckled and stroked my cheek "Your so cute when your embarrassed" he leaned in too whisper into my ear and got closer to me. I felt the heat rush to my cheeks and he grabbed my waist pulling me against him while staring into my eyes deeply and caressed my waist softly with his hand" I like you so much" he said while making eye contact with me which I quickly looked away. "Why?" I asked curiously, he shook his head which meant he did not know why and pulled me more against him, "I just really like you and how soft your skin is , and your personality , as well as your body, he whispered the last part and rubbed my sides , "And I can't get enough of you, you're like a drug to me." he whispered lowly his face inching closer to mine and he softly pecked the corner of my lips teasing me and pulled away smirking a bit, for the next hour we just talked and talked.
He faded from my vision as the dream ended and I woke up to the same old , same old alarm ringing.
—————————————————————- So this is the first chapter although imma be honest it ain't that good and there are a few mistakes but let me know how you like the characters so far Also the female leads name is : ABENI it is a Yoruba name from Nigeria and the male lead his name is Troy
