About a girl who dreams of a guy every night
She looks forward to sleeping every night just to see him cause he is the only thing that replaces her loneliness, she knows he isn't real , or what if
Throughout the whole day, me and Troy hung out and eventually make out and then do something else, it felt to great today and I was happy that he also shared the same feelings with me.
I sat on his lap and he was leaning back with his hands behind his head and was looking at me, I looked at the peeling skin on my thumb and picked at it and looked up to see him admiring me. "What? Why are you looking at me, did I do something?" He shook his head and smiled, "Can't I look at you?" He pouted his lips playfully, I shrugged "That's for you to decide", he smiled and sat up looking at me more, I looked away nervously and could see him still staring at me, he grabbed my chin making me look at him, and he had a slight smile on his lips, "What's wrong, you keep avoiding my eyes" he said with a slight frown on my face, "I'm not good at eye contact." He nodded "Hmm well I need to tell you something" he said with a blank face, i gestured at him to go ahead and he took a deep breath, "Well I'm moving, schools and it's gonna be far away from you." He finished his sentence. I looked at him in disbelief , and he grabbed my hand and held it,"I'm sorry for not telling you, but I didn't get to and I didn't want to make you feel bad" he had a sad look on his face and looked at me pleadingly, I pulled my Han away from him and gave him a weak smile,"Oh okay" he frowned at my response, I got up and opened the door to my room, "I would like for you to leave, I need some time to myself" I felt my voice waver and looked at the ground as Troy walked over to me and grabbed my hand once again. "Can we just talk" he pleaded gripping my hand, I shrugged my hand away from his and he looked at me for a second and kissed my cheek goodbye and walked out of my room, I sat down on my bed hearing the slam of the front door to my house and felt tears run down my face. I wiped my tears away as they kept coming out like an endless waterfall, I was sure I needed a bucket so my tears wouldn't flood my whole room. ——————————————————- 2 years later It had been 2 years since I stopped having dreams of him, I was glad because I had been heartbroken and having dreams of someone you like doesn't make it any easy to get over someone, I was entering college and it was the first day of my freshman year, I was nervous and anxious but I was ready. I entered my first class and looked at the rows of seats, I looked at kids grouping up together already and talking to eachother, I scanned some of the faces of students I saw, one of them caught my eye, I squinted my eye to get a better look at him,it was Troy, I stared at him for a while longer and saw him talking with some people right next to him, he stopped talking to them and looked at his surroundings his eyes catching mine, I ducked under one of the tables I was at and sat there breathing heavily. After a few minutes I peeked to see if he was still looking at he had already turned around talking to someone else again, Input my hand on my chest sighing with relief that he didn't see me.
The professor walked in to the classroom holding his bag and he put it down and started coughing loudly, the whole class went quiet as he kept coughing so hard he had to kneel down abit. After he was down coughing he walked over to his desk and grabbed a mic. "Okay let us all one by one introduce ourselves." He cleared his thirught and continued "My name is Mr. foster that's it." He passed the mic to the first student in the front row. The mic and down the rows while people clapped after people finished introducing themselves, I looked at Troy as he introduced himself and how happy he looked. The mic passed down the row I was in, I held my breath until it was my turn and I could feel my palms getting sweaty, as the mic was passed to me I just sat there and eventually talked," My name is Abeni and I'm 18 years old, nice to meet you all" I could hear my voice shaking a bit but tried to ignore that, I scanned the room looking at people and saw Troy staring straight at me with a surprised look on his face, I stared right back at him and looked away as everyone else went and I could still see him in my peripheral vision. The class went by well but unfortunately we already had homework, so that meant I was gonna be studying tonight.
I went through all of my classes and was glad Troy wasn't in any of them besides the first one. I wondered who my dorm roommate was gonna be cause I didn't find out who it was yet. As I opened the door a familiar face came into view and my jaw dropped but I quickly closed my mouth as I saw Troy unpacking his stuff and he turned to look at me his face lighting up abit. He stood up and walked towards me, "Hey.." I looked at the ground avoiding eye contact ."Hi.." he looked at me more his eyes softening "How've you been?", I looked up at him "Good, wasn't expecting you to be here." He chuckled "Me neither, I guess were roommates." I walked into the dorm and put my stuff down and sat on my bed looking at his side of the room, It looked so nice and the posters he had hung up. I looked at him as he finished packing and turned to my book cause of the atomosphere in the room.
Few hours later...
It was 9pm last time I checked and I was sitting at the desk I set up studying and doing the homework I was given. I heard a female voice talking and heard the door unlock as Troy and some random girl weee both kissing and stumbling into the dorm room. I frowned looking at them and the girl looked up from the kiss and saw me and tapped on Troy who stopped kissing her and looked at me. His facial expression changed as it turned into a shameful look, "Oh I didn't know you'd be here" he said holding her waist looking at me, I shrugged and packed my stuff and walked out of the dorm room and headed down into the library cause I didn't feel like staying there hear them do their business.
After multiple hours later it was 11pm and I was getting tired and decided to go back into the dorm room hoping Troy and that random girl were done with their "business" I unlocked the door and saw Troy laying on his bed with a book in his hand and saw the girl next to him who was sleeping, he saw me come in his facial expression changing once again, I put my stuff down and went into the bathroom to go change into my pajamas. I changed into shorts and a t shirt with a hoodie over me and put a bonnet on to protect my natural hair. I got out of the restroom and went over to bed slipping under the covers, as I got settled into bed I saw Troy glancing at me occasionally and I turned off my lamp and turned the other way so I couldn't see him.
LOCATION: Dreams I woke up in saw I was in my dorm room, I sighed and saw the guy looking at me with a look on his face, I frowned cause I hadn't dreamed about him for a while, I hated how he looked so much like Troy I almost thought he was actually him. He went over to me and sat next to me. "How've you been ?" He said looking at me analyzing me, I shrugged not knowing how to respond , "What about your day?", I sighed and thought about how I got to see Troy again, "It was alright although just confusing and frustrating" he nodded and we sat there in silence till I woke up. —————————————— This is the end of the chapter and this one was kinda hard to write tbh but bye!
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