LUCID DREAMS OF YOU....

Chapter 8

I woke up and sat up rubbing my eyes. I got out of bed and looked over at troys bed and saw that the girl was gone, I walked over to the bathroom to shower and as I was about to open it the door swung over and I looked up and saw Troy with a towel wrapped around his waist and water dripping down his chest and from his hair, I saw how beautiful he looked wet the way his eyes were abit red yet so captivating I couldn't look away, I deeply wanted to stare more at him but I couldn't. Troy looked down at me into my eyes with a confused look on his face he analyzed my face and looked away and walked past me. I walked into the shower and thought about Troy, I thought about the way the water rolled down his chest so slowly and the way the water dripped from his hair like hesitant raindrops.
I washed myself and thought about what it would feel like to be able to be with him longer than I had ever gotten to before, I really wanted to be with him I ignored those feelings for years cause I felt like I'd never be able to see him again although I guess was just wrong.

After I finished getting ready I went down into the Cafe to go grab a coffee, I finished ordering my coffee and sat down at a nearby table and sipped my coffee eating a bagel aswell, I looked around and saw Troy and some other students talking and he waved them goodbye and looked around and his gaze met mine, he looked hesitant at first but eventually he walked over to me with a slight smile on his face.
He sat down in front of me looking at me with a nervous smile on his face and with his hands lazily clasped together on the table and I noticed he was fiddling with them constantly. "I want to talk, it's been awhile since we've seen eachother and this is only the second day of college" he said with a stressed look on his face looked away  nodding,"I want to say sorry for yesterday and what happened 2 years ago, I feel bad for just leaving you those 2 years ago and I hope you can forgive me and we can have a new start." He rubbed his neck nervously looking at me for a response. I sighed feeling guilty and looked into troys eyes "I'm sorry for pushing you away ,I was just going through a lot of emotions I guess, it's just that I had never loved someone like you before and then got heartbroken as Soon as I finished falling I love it all felt so sudden and overwhelming I couldn't take it anymore but that isn't an excuse to put it on you and I'm truly sorry Troy." Troy looked at me with a smile forming in his face, "I felt bad after kicking you out like that, I just really really liked you and I felt heartbroken, and I don't ever want to abandon you like that again." I finished saying what I had to say with a feeling of relief forming inside me, Troy reached forward and grabbed my hand and caressed softly tracing a circle continuously which made my hand tickle. "I'm glad that we can have a new start and I hope this can go well with the new friendship between us." I nodded agreeing with him and we continued our conversation catching up on what happened after he left and other important moments that happened.

Me and Troy walked to our next class and sat next to eachother, as I was taking my textbooks and papers out of my bag the girl was who was with Troy last night walked over to us and started kissing Troy which caught him by surprise but he eventually melted in her kiss. I looked at the two of them and looked away disappointed but not as much back then. As the proffered or walked in which meant class was started the girl and Troy took their hands off of eachother wiping their lips with a slight smirk on their faces, I cringed at the way they looked at each other after and rolled my eyes.

I was almost done with all my classes for the day and I was happy because it had already been the second day and college was already stressing me out. I walked into the class and saw rows of seats filled with students and barely any of them were empty, I walked around the class to look for an empty seat and saw a guy who was writing something in a small notebook sitting next to an empty seat. I walked up to him and tapped on his back softly, he turned around and looked at me with a neutral look on his face, "Hey uh... do you mind if I sit here, I can't find anywhere else to sit?" He nodded turning back to what he was doing. I looked at him analyzing his features he had a brown wolf cut that reached to his neck with dark brown eyes and black glasses , he looked at me and sighed "You done?..you look creepy looking at me like that." He had a disgusted look on his face, I shook my head feeling embarrassed "Oh no sorry didn't mean to stare at you for so long." He rolled his eyes and continued what he was doing. I sighed and unpacked my things and waited for class to start.

I had finished all my classes and went back to my dorm and unlocked it, and dropped my bag beside my bed , I changed into comfortable clothing and decided to take nap and then do my work later. I had finished my homework and decided to draw at my desk, I thought of something to draw and Troy came into Vision in my head, I decided to draw how he looked this morning after he came out the bathroom, I couldn't stop thinking about that moment. As I was drawing him focusing on the small details and how the water dripped down his chest the dorm room started to unlock and I quickly shut my sketchbook as Troy walked into the dorm and put his bag down running his hands through his hair with a tired look on his face, I stared at him as he did that looking at how cinematic he looked as he did everything. He noticed me and gave me a smile and said walked over to me and noticed my sketchbook and picked,"Oh is this your sketchbook can I see your drawings?" I looked at him and thought for a sec and then nodded, he started to flip through the pages admiring the details I put into some of the drawings, I was looking at him as he flipped through the pages then remembered that I was just drawing him, I quickly grabbed the sketchbook from him but saw that he had already flipped to the page and he was looking at me with a stunned look. I looked at him as a small smirk formed on his face, "What's wrong , how come you took the sketch book away from me?" He looked at me with an amused look on his face and leaned closer, I smiled abit nervously, "Oh it's nothing just a picture I found from Pinterest it's nothing" I scratched my neck feeling my cheeks heat up from embarrassment m, he rolled his eyes smiling a bit "Mhm sure..." he grabbed some clothes from the drawer next to his bed and went into the bathroom to change.
I brought out my sketchbook and ripped out the page of the drawing I had of him and ripped it up throwing it into the trash can and continued drawing replaying the moments that just happened in my head.

Troy came out the bathroom later on and sat on his bed with his phone out, I looked at him occasionally and decided to ask who that girl was, "Troy I wanted to ask who that girl is the one you've been with for the past two days?" He sat up and looked at me "hmm why do you want to know?" He had a slight smirk on his face, I shrugged and he sighed "She's a girl who I've been talking to but I might not talk with her more, how bout you? Have you talked to anyone lately?" He looked at me waiting for an answer, I shook my head no and he smiled "you busy tomorrow?
We should hang out this weekend" I looked at him and nodded and he smiled and sat next to me looking at me draw in peace. 

"I was wondering if you could do a face portrait of me you're really good at drawing" he said with a cheerful look on his face, I frowned and thought about it and shrugged. I ordered Troy to sit in front of me as I drew him and he sat there looking at me draw him I kept accidentally making eye contact with him which made me feel weird inside and he kept looking even if I looked away which made me even more nervous. I finished the last touches to the drawing and gave it to him and he smiled at the drawing in awe, he leaned forward and kissed my cheek and hugged me, "Thank you abeni I appreciate this." I nodded feeling my cheeks heat up cause of the kiss.
I decided to get ready for bed and took as deep breath not knowing if I'd dream of him again.

LOCATION: DREAMS
I opened my eyes and scanned my surroundings and looked at my dream, I was in my dorm room which I did not understand why and looked at the guy who looked like Troy he was also there to laying down with his eyes closed, I walked over to him and poked his cheek to see if he was okay and saw a smile form on his face as he pulled me towards him, he sat up and hugged me tight, I laughed confused on why he did what he did and he just smiled, "Hi" he exclaimed, I smiled "Hi, you seem excited what's that about?" He shrugged with a grin on his face. "I don't know just really excited to be here with you." He looked at me intensely with a small smile, I looked back into his eyes and looked away from his, he cupped my chin and turned his face back to mine which made me raise an eyebrow,
"What was that for?" He had a slight smirk on his face when I asked that question and looked at my face even more," Nothing just wanted to look at you more is that bad, should I look away?" He cupped my cheek and caressed it with his thumb and analyzed my face closely, I shook my head no and he smiled once again and kissed my cheek.
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I'm kinda losing ideas on what to write so this story might get abit confusing and I feel like I really need to do better with my writing. 🙁