"You good now?" Tray asked me when I had just woke up from my nap. I shook my head yes. He gave me my phone back and gave me a kiss. I didn't want to kiss him back but I did.
"Don't do that no more, for real Tray." I said looking at him with a straight face as our faces were close because of the kiss. He laughed and backed his head away.
"Okay bae." He said still laughing. He gave me another kiss and we went downstairs. Her mom was at work and Keem was washing the dishes.
"You better get my weed nigga." Tray said mugging him as he walked behind me with his arms around my neck.
"Bro shut up. What the fuck are you talking about?" Keem said looking at Tray.
"Bae. Early this morning, I woke up cause I wanted to smoke. I go to my car, less than a .5 left in that bitch. So, I come back upstairs and I threw the jar at that nigga cause I knew he had smoked all my shit." Tray said explaining what happened.
"Dik smoked yo shit not me." Keem said him. I just started laughing knowing they couldn't put the blame on me since they don't let me smoke.
"Ain't shit funny big headed bastard." Keem said mugging me.
"Boy fuck you." I said sticking my middle finger up at him. I walked to the fridge with Tray still following behind me. I opened the refrigerator and grabbed an uncrustable. I sat on a bar stool and Tray sat right next to me.
I opened the package and took a bite. Tray was looking at me as I chewed.
"Let me get some." He said opening his mouth. I passed it to him and he took a bite. He gave it back and I finished it off.
"Y'all niggas make me sick bro." Keem said as he finished washing the dishes. He walked upstairs to his room and closed his door.
"He a hater." Tray said kissing me. I laughed. I walked to the couch and he sat down. He pulled me on his lap and I was facing him. He was biting his lip at me.
"Stoppp looking at me like that." I said blushing. He chuckled and placed his hands on my butt.
"Bae, you so pretty. Like, you the most beautiful girl ever." He said looking at me in my eyes. I blushed even more. "No for real. Like, I dead want to spend the rest of my life with you bro." He said looking at me.
"Thank you Tray." I said looking away from him. He pulled my attention back to him by grabbing my chin.
"For real Riah. I'm dead ass serious. You already mines... I just want us to be for life. You feel me?" He said, his eyes tracing back and forth from my eyes to my lips.
"Damn... for life is a long ass time." I said with a dull, sarcastic tone.
"Fuck you mean?" His smile turning to a mug.
"I don't know it's just like a lot of people have said that to me, and some time later, they saying we needa break up and shit. And like them not knowing that shit made me go into depressions. Like I barely wanted to talk to Keem and I talk to that nigga everyday about everything."
"Bro. You keep tryna compare me to these other niggas you used to fuck with. I been told when I gave you all that shit, I love you and I want to build something with you. Like fuck all that other shit Ja. It's really us against the world for real. And Keem. But mainly us against everybody. You gotta learn to let them hoes go. They didn't treat you like a princess so I'ma treat you like a queen." He said looking me in the eye.
"But-"
"But nothing Ja. You heard what I said. I'm all in on this shit. You feel me, like, I don't know what else you want me to say to let you know i'm in." He said talking with his hands. He put his head back on the couch facing the ceiling.
"I love you Traylyn." I said making him smile.
"I love you more Jariah." He said leaning in for a kiss. He wrapped his hand around my neck and deepened the kiss. I layed on his chest and we just started talking about life.
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"I touch myself just thinking about you and what that mouth do and when it comes down, lick it up, suck it up, vacuum:" I sang to Tray while he was playing the game. He was at his house and I was at mine. We were on Facetime.
"Girl leave it to Jhene."He said laughing. I sucked my teeth.
"I can't stand a hating ass nigga." I said as I continued to hum the song to myself.
"Taking his soul when I dance on the d, spit in my mouth I'm with all of that sh." I sang to him again. He chuckled.
"Why you couldn't sing all these freaky songs to me when I was over there?" He said making me laugh.
"Cause I knew you was gone try to fuck on me." I said walking to Dik room. He was sitting on the edge of the bed with his vape.
"Let me hit it." I said grabbing the vape. Dik mugged me and snatched it back.
"Stop playing foo." He said. I rolled my eyes. I snatched it back and mugged me. I showed it in the camera.
"Tray look." I said showing him the vape. Traylyn started laughing and I was laughing.
"I dare you to pull that bih." Tray said through the phone.
"Hell nawl. Niggas be eating pussy and shit. Hell no." I said passing Dik back his vape and going in Keem's room. He was sleep so I jumped on the bed.
"Bro. Get the fuck out Ja. Damn." He said pushing me off the bed. I rolled my eyes and went to my room.
I sat on the bed and started scrolling through TikTok while I was still on the phone with Tray. Nala ended up scratching on my door so I let her in and closed it. Me, Teay, and Nala all took a nap together.
