The Promise

3 - First time

Bright

Daddy i lost my ring i sadly said to my dad when he see me after the party.
Its ok brighty, dont worry he said and kiss me good nite. 

It was late but we cut my 18 birthday cake at the morning before my daddy leave. Like always he told me to stay at home and wait for him. Okay i reply happily because now i have two person to wait, my dad and my fiance. I only know his name, i dont have his number or anything. I hope he will visit me as soon as posible.

Thank you dad i said on my 19th birthday.
I love you dad i said on 20th birthday
Thank you for coming dad i said on my 21st birthday. 

I look at my house gate, like always no one else come to me. I look at my old nanny. Grandma why he never come to me i ask her. He must be busy, you should focus on your study she said and kiss my cheek. Grandma i will ask permission from dad to study at university. I want to have a friends i slowly said. She look a bit worry.
It was the day after my 21st birthday. Daddy can i go to school like other kids. I slowly ask him. I  am really scare but i need to try. I have been planing to ask for three years.  He look at me suprise. Why he ask me. I am alone here, i want to have a friends, can i dad i ask again. But its dangerous out there he answer me. But i never have a friend i said with teary eyes. I never ask for anything, can i dad i beg again. Let me think about it he said and leave me alone. Thank you daddy i scream happily and wave at him. Its a good sign. He did not reject me.

Brighty, are you sure all your things are here my nanny ask me.  Yes grandma, i check it thousand times already i said and kiss her. But can i bring you with me  i ask her. Stupid, she said and hug me with teary eyes. I 'll miss you grandma i said and hug him. I am scare but so ready to try my new life. I choose bangkok university and get full scholarship. My dad already come to see me last night. He give me his card and his eyes become teary. I hug him hard. He promise to visit me like always.
I now look back from my car. Good bye grandma, good bye phis  good bye house and good buy p mile i slowly said.
It was new start for me, i know deep from my heart my fiance dont love me like i do. Its already three years but he never try to contact me. I have enough tears for him. I wont cry anymore.
Thank you p, i hug my p. Take care brighty he slowly said. Please be carefull. Always remember to wear you necklace. You know i can trace you with that he remind me again and again.

Lets go brighty i talk to my self and happily walk to my dorm. I purposely choose sharing room, because i want to have a friend. Hi, i cheerly greet my new roomate. I am bright, nice meeting you i said and happily look at my new roomate. He look cute but a bit cold. Leave me alone he said and turn to his room.  Oh, what wrong with him, maybe he is tired. I try to be positive even i am a bit hurt. I go to my room and start unpack my luggage. Not long after i receive a call from grandma. How are you brighty she ask sadly. Let me see your room she said. Grandma, phi already help me with the hard work, i just need to unpack my cloth, dont worry i said. Oh my god. What should we do she cry. Its take me fifteen minute before i manage to comfort her.
My first delivery ever i said and look at my food. I look at my roomate room. I wish we can eat together but he still in his room since evening. I slowly knock his door and patiently wait. Then i knock once again a bit louder. What do you want he ask me. I was shock and fall on my bumb. Sorry, i quickly said and ask. Have you eat your dinner i ask him.
He did not reply but close his door at my face.  He so mean. I walk to the table and slowly eat my food. Its so yummy.  I take picture of my food and send to my dad.
What are you eating brighty he ask me when he immediately call me. It so yummy dad. I said and keep talking to him. I inform him how i clean my room and do my own dish. He just silent and his only question is, do you want to go home, i will arrange it immediately he said. I just laugh and tell him how excited i am for my class tomorrow. Daddy i am tired now, i want to rest.
I said. Ok brighty dont forget to call me tomorrow or do you want to see me he ask again.  No daddy, i will call you again tomorrow, I love you.  I walk to my room and look at my roomate room.
Good nite roomate i said before i get into  my room.