The Promise

12 - Call

Mile

Oh my god he is so cute, i believed he will cry a lot after this. His innocent sloppy kiss, his sulky i will never bored of this. If he dont run last four years we may be already married. So i wont delay it anymore and casually ask him to married. I know i already fall for him last four years. I cant event look at anyone after that day. I am waiting and looking for him all the way i could.
I actually think about grand proposal but i cancel my plan. I just need to ensure he cant run from me again. Even i did get his daddy approval, with his son cry, everything can change. I know it, so i need to do this as soon as posible.  And he crying but not rejecting me is a good sign. I am sorry, i said sincerely this time. Phi was wrong, phi should go and bring you here a long time ago. Sorry, phi is very late. Can you forgive phi i ask him humbly. He is crying but still look at me dearly. He is still not talking just look at me. I kiss his eyes again. Please i beg him. He suddenly hold my chin and pull me closer. I look at him lovingly. But what he do next is bit me hard again and  jump from the table. He now running and glare at me. Oh my god, you are so cute. I cant even angry with him.

I walk to his room, i know what will happen next. He now sadly call his daddy to report on me. Since we live together i can see that, he will run to his dad, and his scary dad will turn the world upside down for him. Daddy he sobs.. he is so sad that he cant event talk.. phi mile he said and i immediately lift him again and make him sit on me. I just smile to him and signal him to continue talking. He look fluster and shy. He, he he cant continue talking when i look at him. He found my ring he said. Yes dad, no dad, i love you dad that all i can hear. He cant complaint on me to his dad. I miss you he said again before end his call. He now look like lost child. He suddenly hug me and sobbing. I dont want to marry you. You are bad phi, i dont wany to marry you he said sadly. I push him a bit. Why dont you tell your dad i ask him now he cry harder. I know he cant do that, because i am the only one he ever thought of marriage. He is the same guy 7 years ago. He maybe dont understand love, but he was programed to follow his dad plan for him. Since i am in their plan, he wont let his dad down and will try his best to make him happy. Its might be sound wrong but, i really love him. I will teach how to love and loved.

Now i look at my phone. The dad is calling. I will get this kind of call all my life. I should be ready for it. No, he just shy i said and he quickly shake his head. I kiss his nose.  Yes, he is crying but its happy tears. I am proposing him i said calmly look at my baby. No of course not, i wont dare to force him i said and smile looking how he nod like a parrot on my lap. I will die if his daddy look at this. No, he just scare because i kiss him i said. I distance my phone from my ears. Seriously uncle, we are getting married, ok i wont touch him before wedding and casually peck his lips. No you cant take him, ok i promise i wont i said. Thank you uncle i said and again without reply he end the call.

I look at my sulky baby now. He is folding his hand, cute angry face and pouty lips. So this is how he angry. I kiss his pouty lips. You promise dad he said try to push me. Then you can call your dad to report on me i said to him.  No, how come i tell him that he said blushing. So dad will not know i said and keep kissing his face. I dont want to marry you he said. Why i ask him. Do you hate me i ask again. He nod why? I ask him. Because you never come to me he said sadly. I hug him tighter. I will pay for it with my whole life i said. I promise you, after getting married, you can live like other people, i will let you do all what you want as long as it not bring any harm.  He now look at me with interested eyes.
So can you forgive me. I'll give you all the time we miss. I try to convince him.  I kiss his head even he still not forgive me. He is is really nice, even he is hurt he still behave and talk to me politely. I cant believe i miss this angel 7 years ago. I must be blind by my anger.

He is angry and not forgive me yet but he now comfortly sit on my lap. What are you doing i ask him when he look focus on his phone.  He look and smile at me sweetly. I am looking for gulf present, can you help me phi he ask with big smile. Where is my cry baby i ask myself. He is like a weather, which can change anytime. I have better idea i said and he look at me excitedly. Lets find it ourself, instead of thru this phone i said. Really he ask me again but he sadly calm down. I cant, dad will not allow me. I hold his chin and softly ask. Dont u trust phi. He just silent not answering my question.  He look so comfort on my lap, he dont even notice where he sit now, i need to go for preparation, so i stand up bring him together. Phi he scream and now notice where he sit. He immediately jump and push me out of his room.