The Promise

14 - Fit

Mile

I cant breath comfortly during our outing since we get out of my gate.  My heart felt heavy and guilty. If i a bit consider of him before he wont suffer this much. I cant blame his dad because thats the only way he can do to safe him from his dark world. I am sorry that i refuse even to look at him properly during that time. Its all my false. I have a chance to help him 7 years ago. 18 years old should be his start to live as a man. But i force him to stay there and leave him alone. I cant blame everyone except me. I cant help but teary looking at his Behaviour. He dont even know that what he is excited about is very common. The way he try to fulfill his dream maybe from his whole life in this outing is heart breaking. He might be think that is the only chance he have because it was set that he cant be like other man in his mind.

He look happy finding present for gulf. The way he pray and the way his giggle
Really break my heart. I felt proud of myself because i make right decision.
Dont worry baby, i will give the world to you. I said kissing his head who now sleeping with a smile. I hope you dont have stomachache.

Lets go baby i said when we arrive at our home. Ok, he nod but reluctant to walk. Phi he call me slowly. I know what his look mean so i give him a lift once again. You know after eating 3 sets of burger, you become heavier i said teasing him. Phi he scream strugle to get down angrily. I can only laugh and put him at the couch when my parent wait for us. He now running to my mom with tearing eyes. Stop it mile dad start scolding me even before he complaint. He glare at me from my mom arms. Aunty am i fat he ask slowly. No you are not my mom reply and look at me with scary look. The look that i know that i cant continue teasing her favorite son.
Okay, okay i am sorry i said and walk closer. Are you sure you can walk i ask him. He is over eating. He is silent but i know he want me to carry him. So i lift him, carry him like a princess. His face are red with shyness.
Take a rest,if you felt unconfortable call phi i remind him who now snugle happily in his blanket. You will become really fat if you keep sleeping after eating i said and leave him alone. I can only heard he scream angrily.

I am happy that i always fit and do regular weight lifting. To handle 183 giant baby is not easy. I believe gulf only can drag him on the floor. Thanks to my good stamina, i manage to handle it.
Since i am planing to marry and use my own way handling my baby, i start working from home and only go to office twice a week or when  i am needed to.

I am so focus on my work that i miss his knock. I look at him who now stand infront of me with annoying face. I knock so many times he complaint and pouty. I smile and reach out for him. Wait a moment baby i said when he comfortly sitting on my lap. Let me finish this. After that we can do what you want to do i said. Now he look happy and look at my laptop.
This is not right he suddenly said. What baby i ask him. This figure here and above figure is not tally he casually said. I look at the proposal and he was right. How come he do the calculation only by looking and focus on his phone. Is he genius or something. Thank you baby i said and kiss his hair.
I have a few more file to review, do you want to help phi, i try to test him and he immediately put down and change his position which is not so good for me.
I can move if you are uncomfortable i said, try to avoid him. I worry that i will scare him with my boner.
No its ok phi he said without knowing how i felt now. I try hard and suddenly i lift him and put him properly on my chair. Help me first, phi need to use batahroom i create a reason. I really dont want to be a pervert.  After that i sit on my couch and wait for him.
It done phi, you can check he said and now laying on my couch and play with his phone. Thank you baby i said and look at my laptop. Is he genius, how could he do 5 review in one hour.  He event highlight  wrong spelling and calculation. Its really suprise me. Normally i can only do 3 or 4 review for an hour. He must be gifted for someone who are not working.

You must be good student i said and he look at me weirdly. Dont you know phi, i am number one student in school every year during my school year he said like everyone can get it. Its funny when they never know me. He said laughing. I am always top in any competition and any test by thailand  he said again. But it become boring so i stop doing all that he said and now look at me with cheeky smile. I still cannot digest the info how smart he is, by looking how cheeky and spoil him now i really cant relate. He come closer and suddenly kiss my cheek then run screaming , thank you for the outing.
So that why he come here. I am left behind speachless.

After i finish my job, i walk to balcony try to hear some movement from his room. But it was so quiet. 
Then i decide to check on him. Where is brighty mom i ask . He is with his favorite friend she said and continue wacthing tv.
I walk to our back yard where all his old helper live. He is now happily playing and telling his story to his old family.
He must be complaint how i said he is heavy when all his bodyguard try to convince him by lift him on his back and running around. He must have high expectation from me. How could i compare with special trained bodyguard. They make it look like lifting 10 years old kids. Then i leave him before start my jog. I need to become fitter. I think this is how god punish me for being stupid before. I need
to be the best compare to all his family especially his scariest dad.