The Promise

4- The mars

Mile

Dont be naughty, i said to my one and only spoil brother. P he scream before leave me. I just smile looking how he run to his class. He is very spoil but i love him so much.
I cant wait to cekebrate his birthday next month.
I now need to work harder compare to last 3 years. We have so many competitors and it really hard to get a project now. I can see we are strugle because we dont have any suport from dark world anymore. I touch my necklace and look at my enggagement rings. How is he now, i just laugh slowly and put the necklace back in my shirt.
He is same age with my baby gulfy. But their life is really different. Gulf live his life to the fullest but he is caged in his castle.
I just hope everything is fine. I just felt a bit bad because i am being rude and not end our relation properly. But he must be like me, 2 hours meeting never mean anything. Most of the time i dont even remember his existance.
I look at my new secratary, we have been together for 3 months now.  It a bit weird because i never get this long in any relation. I dont promise her anything, i just use her when i need to satisfy my needs. And she also dont ask for anything. She do her job properly and i dont have any reason to kick her from my life. As long as she dont claim or being a problem, its nice to have her sometime.

Since last three years event, my dad a bit cold to me. He really dissapointed with me. He really love his not so nephew. He always look at his picture from our engagement. For him he is still my fiance even his dad clearly said they will cut all relation with us.
When i ask my mom, my father felt really guilty because he is the one who choose his sister from orphanage. He really love her and treat him like a best sister. And my mom is my aunty best friend. She meet my dad because of my aunty. When they know about the promise,  my dad try very hard to save his sister, but he dont have enough power to fight with my grandpa. Until his last breath he still ask for forgiveness from my dad. Its not beautiful story, but i felt a bit guilty when i heard about the truth. I am sorry that my aunty died and no one know till that last event, Living her son in the mafia world, at least she is loved by his husband. I am really greatful for that. I cant believe some one like his dad can be that loving person. I can see how he look at his son. I can see why, look at him make me remember my aunty so much. We still have her picture at our home. He is like her and look handsome because of his dad. He have the best gene from both his parent.

It was already late, i still follow my secratary to buy her perfume. I like to be a bit nice today, since today is her birthday.  She still choosing her perfume so i look around.
I can see a man was push till he fell down. What was that, i felt like to help him but someone come and help him. He injured his elbow. He really look familiar, but there is no way he will be here. What wrong with me today.
Baby, my secratary call me and i focus on her back. After we finish buying her present we go for dinner date and will enjoy ourself the whole night.

I cant believe i leave my secratary at our hotel room. I am really not in mood. I am very glad when my brother gulfie call me. I make him as excuse and run from her. What wrong with me. I look at his present, the one i bought last three year. It was a beautiful wacth. But because i am so angry and reluctance i leave the present at home. I still keep it properly and time to time look at it.  I miss his birthday again this year. It really mystery to me, i only see him for two hour, but his smile, smell and eyes are still in my mind after all this years.
Not even one day i did not wear my neclace and our rings. It feel not complete if i take it off.

P, suddenly my brother scream and jump onto my bed. I find a new friend today, he is so nice he said. Really i ask him. Actually because i am running , i accidently hit him. But he so nice that he help me up. He is new student here. So i help him in the class he talk non stop
He is very handsome and a lot of my friends try to know him. He might be will more famous than me he said. Really, he must be really handsome than, i never heard you mention anyone more handsome than you i tease my brother. P he start sulky, he is just a bit more handsome than me he said again.  He look familiar but i dont remember him. He is too nice and a bit weird. He so happy to eat at cafe with his new friend and he is very loaded. He keep buying for everyone. I am worried people will take advantage on him my brother talk non stop again. Maybe you should help him i said .  You know what p, he dont event know how to use vending machine. I can see he try hard to copy my friends, so i help him. I dont want he to felt shy he said again. Really, where he come from,  the mars i ask gulfie. I dont know he said this is his first time so he secretly told me with red face.  Really i ask again. Really p, but he is very nice and soft. I felt like talking with woman. Actually i am the one who talk and he just nod and smile. Is he., no gulf immediately cut. He is pure handsome man and he just very gentle.