log 008 - failed expectations

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although i wasn't who you had in mind
although i was devastated
im still hanging on
staying friends with you

going with the flow even when the waves swallow me whole, ill float over the water lying on the deep abyss, because i like you

romantically and platonically

it would be a shame to throw it all away

perhaps now that im certain and accept the fact that you don't see me that way and no confession will escape my lips, i can freely love you whole and be as comfortable with you as i am with my other friends, because that is what we are aren't we? just friends

i might as well have as much fun i can have with you, even if its just as friends

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