log 017 - inconsistency

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you question how our friendship works
point out the hot & cold of it all

some days we talk for hours
some days none at all

and you say you like it that way

perhaps this is all because we have no expectations for each other

sure, we can rely on each other for school
but we can't rely on each other for being a friend

you like your personal space more than you like me and that's valid

but don't you see, you're afraid of commitment.

you're afraid of expectations.

and when there are no expectations, this can lead to being unreliable.

you're too confused on your feelings for me

whether you want me or not
whether you want to be friends or not

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