BNHA x Reader Oneshots

🖤Izuku x Reader- He Loves Me Not🖤

Ugh so i know this is shitty and all but I have no motivation to post at all. I promise i'll start trying soon.

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You pluck at the petals of a daisy.

He loves me.

He loves me not.

He loves me.

He loves me not.

He loves me...

...

It's gone on for long enough.

The Hanahaki Disease.

Instead of coughing flower petals, you were now throwing up full on flowers, stems and all. For example, a fucking green tulip.

You didn't know green flowers were a thing.

Well, they were.

And guess what?

Your crush, Izuku Midoriya, loved tulips.

Your crush, Izuku Midoriya, loved the color green. Hell, the boy even had his hero costume made in green.

Your crush, your childhood best friend- Izuku Midoriya- didn't love you the way you wish he would.

...

You couldn't fight the disease any longer.

Izuku was right there, right in front of you. He was in your dorm room, emerald eyes brimming with worry.

He said he was really worried about you since you'd been unwell for the past few months. He asked if you had gone to a doctor about it. His tone, his words, were so scared but caring at the same time. But they only increased the pain of the flowers growing in your body.

"I-Izuku, I-" A wave of nausea washed over you. "I don't feel so well-" You gagged and bolted towards the bathroom and locked the door. You had barely made it to the toilet when you hurled, your blood and clots of green petals filling the bowl. You choked on the flowers still stuck in your windpipe and forced them out.

"N-N/N?!"

Ohhh shit. You'd completely forgotten that while the exterior walls were soundproof, the bathroom walls were not.

"N/N, a-are you okay?! I'll go find Sensei or Recovery Girl-"

"No."

"H-huh?"

"No, Izu. It's irreversible at this point."

"W-what? Irreversible...?"

"Izu, I have the Hanahaki Disease."

You heard him burst into tears. "N/N?! Why didn't you tell me?! I could've helped, I could've helped you! And even if I couldn't, I've known you since we were 4! You're my best friend!"

The last 4 words broke your heart and sent you to a dizzying oblivion.

Best friend, huh?

"Izuku, I have something to confess to you, actually!"

The happy tone of your voice caught him off guard.

"W-what... is it, N/N?" His tears threatened to break off his trembling voice.

"I love you."

Cautiously,

so very cautiously,

the moment approached.

The moment of life or death.

Your breath hitched in your throat as you waited. 

Painstakingly,

he answered.

With a sorrowful apology and retreating footsteps.

"He loves me not," You confirmed, plucking dreamily at the blood-covered green petals.

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Hey. I know my posts have been getting shitty real quick.

I just have no motivation anymore. 

Plus, no one reads this shit.

i'm sorry.

I'll try to think of something in the car on the way to school tomorrow. 

Love ya. Cya in the post tomorrow.