𝐒𝐔𝐁𝐉𝐄𝐂𝐓 𝟏𝟒𝐁 ² {Thomas love story}

06 - Incredible Possibilities

-Amber's P.O.V-

Imagine being told you're the cure but also have the high chance to be the virus.

A deadly weapon flows through my veins and with the right combination of substances there also hides the cure. I don't know what this was all about or how I was even able to cause all of this.

I have lost all hope of Thomas coming to get me, of seeing my brother once again. Everyday I think about how it was possible for me to be this pessimistic when I used to be the most optimistic person ever.

When I was in the maze, the girls lacked everything that could help them out which was hope, but now I stand opposite of what I should stand for.

Laying down on this stiff mattress surrounded by many scientists and a thick tube on my arm draining me of blood and only a few times a day can it be paused so I don't drain out. They've been observing me non-stop.

The wound I had still stings and they've been thinking of doing a surgery to replace my lost flesh with some more of another part of my body. I can't voice my opinion because there is no strength in me to actually say anything.

I even struggle to move my head. I think they gave me something to keep me paralyzed.

The wheels of a mattress pierces my ears as the minimum noise makes it hurt. With grand struggle I turn my head aside to see what is going on and I'm internally gasping when I see Lincoln. He's tied up from head to toe and his dark Crank eyes are staring up at the light.

He's also frozen, I guess he's been given the same thing as me. "Subject 0, tryout one is ready." said one of the women scientists who is passed a syringe with the yellow liquid. That's the cure, I think.

Jansen said that it'd be good to add different colors to the liquids since they could cause a catastrophic confusion. I agree, yet disagree.

from the bottom of my heart I always wished they'd find the cure for the Flare, but I never expected it to be me. It made me afraid and part of me wanted to run away because my life would now consist of this.

Producing blood so they can use me for whatever they please and I'm sure that if they want to keep control in this world then they won't give it out to everyone, but only to those they think are useful and necessary. The poor people outside these big walls will suffer.

Stephanie who now has a chance if she's still alive will never get the cure, nor will her family.

Tears pool in my eyes as I think of that little girl. I want to sob but that's even hard to do. The room suddenly grows silent as they all observe what is going on. From the far corner on the other side of the glass window that lies on my feet I see two people and it takes me time to focus my eyes.

But when it all clears us I am fisting my hands. Teresa and Paige stand on the other side looking clean, strong and as if they've got the world in their hands. I see that traitor who's chosen the wrong side instead of helping us those who were just like her no longer than months ago.

She's avoiding to look at me, but Dr. Paige doesn't do such a thing; she actually has the audacity to look at me straight in the eyes. I want to rip her eyes out, I want to shoot her, show her the pain I've had to go through. What every other kid my age has had to go through.

I jump and wince when Lincoln is suddenly awake, his body moving now. He's been injected with the serum and is moving in all odd directions. His body is shaking, as his fingers curl and his legs want to move out of the restraints but luckily they've been put rather tight.

There's this immense pain in my chest because of guilt. I should've done more to help him, or gotten to know him better. I mistreated him most of the time because I was so keen on keeping anyone in here away from me.

As if he had an on and off button he's suddenly stopped moving and is breathing heavily. His head falters to me and I gasp when we're staring right into each other's eyes. They started to fade from pitch black to something less dark. I stare in awe as he keeps his eyes focused solemnly on me.

I don't like it.

"A...Am..." he can't speak that well and that's all he says in a raspy barely audible voice. I don't know what's going on and I don't think this is supposed to be possible but it is.

"Incredible." one doctor says as he stands between me and Lincoln. "He recognizes you."

Outside the lab room I watch how Dr. Paige leans down to talk to Teresa who nods and writes something down on her pad. Teresa smiles a little and then to me who is staring at me too long. She's then gone as the blonde lady is left there then walks inside wearing all the safety gear.

I follow her every move as she takes the place the other doctor had. She leans down to me. Her filthy hand caresses my cheek then on my head as her hands trace down my long brown hair. "The greatest miracle this world has been gifted," she gives me this stare I want to wriggle away from. "We're going to make wonderful things with you, dear."

It hurts to speak so I save my energy but in my head I'm telling her off in all sorts of ways I can and saving them for the time I free myself. Because I did lose hope I'll be saved, rescued by someone else. It's all up to me now.

I'll save myself.

(A/N) Hello peeps!!

My dear Amber you have to be strong. What are we thinking? I know you guys might want some more action but remember Amber is stuck in a lab, especially now will there be more of her thoughts rather than action. Although, that last line did mean many things. What do we think of her lsoing all hope and now setting it on herself to be free? Tell me, do you want a Thomas POV chapter?

Sorry for any misspellings :) Remember to stay safe <3

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