Notice me for who I am

18-Secret group of friends

18-Secret group of friends

Nick's pov

In the end, I ended up sleeping over at Ezra's house. If there's one thing I've got to point out is that I'm rapidly getting close to Ezra's moms for sure. Never have I warmed up to parents that fast.

Seriously, his moms are literally like family. I've only seen them a few times after school but they always make sure I'm welcomed in here. They really are cool.

Despite having met them just last week, Ezra's moms literally encourages us to be the most comfortable possible. Ezra's moms sure are different. They literally don't mind being in the same house as when we do it. How do I know that? Well...let's say it happened yesterday...

Regardless, damn, I would've never had the guts to let that happen if I had kids.

As Luke leaves there too at the moment, he's nice company but at least this time around he didn't bother blocking us from having Ezra and I had our share of spicy naughty session.

Despite everything that happened yesterday evening, Ezra was right a good session of intimate moments was the right thing to do. It always makes me feel better. He always almost makes me forget all the sh*t he's done but I still remember either way.

He's got a way to make me forget about things and focus only on him. He knows how much I can't control myself around him, especially if he starts using his body. It seems like I can never say no to that. Was that sex deprived those last few years?

Anyways, I must be stuck in deep thought because Ezra steers me out of it. I groan.

"What is making you think so hard like that?" He asks curiousness in his voice. At least, he is a bit interested in my thoughts.

"You...like always." I smile.

"Oh? Is it that suppose to be a good thing or a bad thing?" He smirks.

"I wasn't thinking of you that way..." His smirks disappear almost immediately.

"What about me is making you think that long and hard?"

"You know what you did last night." He tenses at that.

"Ah, that."

"Yeah, that. Seriously what was that about? You can't treat Taylor like that she's my friend!"

"I have to or else everyone will want you." He says harshly.

"So you're jealous. Is this about our secret relationship again?"

"Yes, it is. She used to fancy you!"

"And she doesn't anymore!" He takes a deep breath at that.

"Ezra...I know you're jealous but I am too. I don't like seeing you with other people but since last week, I've been controlling my instincts. I don't think this is about you being jealous anymore."

"Yes, it is!" He cuts me off guard at that.

"What do you mean it is?"

"Ugh...You don't understand do you?" He says frustrated.

"No, I don't. You hate her then?"

"No...I'm jealous of her!"

"Of Taylor? What would you have to be jealous about her?"

"She has something that I can't have."

"What?"

"She's a girl. Everyone wants you to be with her. People would accept you with her but not me.."