Drama Rises

Chapter 2

"Let's try this again. what do you want to talk about Xman?" I asked while laughing.

"I'm serious. That's why I came here and said I needed to talk to you but I didn't want Lew to be around when I talked to you." he told me.

-Xman's P.O.V.-

"I'm serious. That's why I came here and said I needed to talk to you but I didn't want Lew to be around when I talked to you." I told her.

"Oh. Ok... so what about it?" She asked me. I want to answer that question but I really don't know how, I mean I know that I want to know about her depression and I know that I want to find the cause so I can try to fix it so that she won't get depressed anymore. Because she's my friend and she's dating Lew and he is also my friend. They are both my best friends and when she gets depressed it makes him sad so I want to try to help. but I don't know how, I'm not a trained professional.

"I want to know what gets you depressed." I replied.

"Well.. when my family left it hurt, then more and more of my family left so I became more and more sad. Until I get to the point where I take a razor or a knife to my skin. But can I let you in on a secret?"

"Of course"

"I don't cut where people could see it. You know how Lew tries to get in my pants?"

"Yea"

"Well I would let him but I have cuts on my leg. And that's also why I don't wear skirts or shorts. Because I have cuts on them. That's also why no one has seen my legs since last summer. No one has seen me change because I lock myself in the bathroom and I make sure to leave all electronics in my room."

"Why do you cut?"

"It reminds me I'm still alive even when I don't feel like I am alive."

"You should know that you're alive Heather."

"Well people make me feel like I'm invisible sometimes so I need a reminder sometimes. But I haven't cut in over a month. I am waiting for them to heal so I can actually wear a bathing suit and swim with Lew."

"Well you shouldn't cut anymore. If Lew finds out do you know how pissed he is going to be??"

"I know I know. And I'm not gonna do it anymore. When I get depressed in just going to do yoga or meditate or something."

"Ok. But please don't cut. Whatever you do don't hurt yourself at all. Because Lew will eventually find out and when he does he is going to be super pissed. I hope you realize that."

"I know he will be. But I'm hoping he won't find out. Because I am hoping that the cuts will fade away before he ever sees my legs."

"Well he could still find out. And he could get pissed enough to break up with you."

"Well I haven't done it recently. So he can't be mad."

After She said that, Lew walked in the door. he closed the door behind him and he came and moved my legs so my legs are on top of his lap on the couch.

-Heathers P.O.V.-
"Hey boo" I said.

"Hey baby. What were you guys talking about while I was gone?" He replied.

"Nothing.." I said. I scooted up so I was sitting and my legs were now only on Lew's lap instead of Lew's and Xman's laps. I held Brayden in my arms and he was asleep already. so I went into the room that used to be mine before my brother and my mom left, and I got the boys to bring the crib into the living room and they put it right beside the couch by where I sit. I gently put Brayden in his crib and I got him ready for bed without waking him up.

After he was sleeping in his crib it had the boys sit down first then I put my back in my seat and I put my butt on Lew's lap and my legs and feet on Xman's lap. And for them being here with me a lot around this time they are pretty used to it. they know the drill. They know that they sit down first and who ever sits on the end gets my feet on their lap and the person in the middle gets my ass on their lap. And they don't care. They are fine with how it is.

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