Mafia GC FANFICTION

Dear Diary...

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Dear diary...

It's me again, I'm starting to really like this guy, he's just so cute and funny. He has the absolute best humor and knows how to light up a room. It's just I can't help but think about how I myself know that he isn't looking for a relationship at the moment. I don't know what to do but secretly crush on him when he is around.

Dear diary,

So today he texted me first, I was really shocked as to why he did so, but I'm so happy, is this how I get a boyfriend?? Am I thinking too much into it?? I don't know but I'm just extremely happy right now. He asked me how I was doing since it had been awhile since he talked to me one on one. I told him I've been doing fine. Especially since now that he was talking to me, I didn't say the second part of course but it's what I thought of haha.

Dear Diary

We've started talking a lot a lot. We talk everyday now. I feel like he likes me back but I'm not really sure if he does or not. I started to look at his social media page to see if he follows any girls, you know...to see his type...it's not stalking I'm just curious.

Dear Diary.

He isn't following any girls in particular, just his family members and a few close friends...I wish I was as close to him as they were...I'm praying he doesn't fall for any of them. Anyways I'm going to sign off, he just texted me right now

Dear diary

He hugged me today, haha he smells great, just as I thought he would. I wonder what type of cologne he use? Hmm ah I just want to be by his side all the time. Can't I just have him as mine already?? But...to be honest he still is giving me mixed emotions too, like it's almost as if he wants me but also doesn't? I'm not going to think too deep into it

Dear diary,

I hate to admit it but, today I couldn't hold back my urges, I followed him home today, he has such a nice house, I can't wait, to think about the fact that one day if things go well we might live together in that house...also it's not stalking...I just want to make sure he gets home safely, you know it would be bad if anything happened to him...

Dear diary...

I know it's been awhile since I've wrote in here but...just wanted to update since something happened today, I have started to follow him home every time he meets up with our friend group. I miss him just writing this...anyways the big deal is, today and for a few days now he's been meeting up with this girl, I don't know who she is but he's been with her for awhile now...it's starting to urk me in a bad way...

Dear diary,

I asked him who she was today, he told me she was his best friend, he went off on how he'd known her for so many years and he started boasting about how amazing she is...I mean sure you know she is great but surely she can't be that great right? Right...?

Dear diary

I started to investigate more about this "girl" she's...okay looking...I guess...I mean her smile is cute...but not all that great, she isn't all that at all...anyways today I told him that she's pretty, he agreed and started talking about her again even more, I know it's my fault I brought her up but it angers me how happy he looked talking about her. He said how pretty she was and how kind and sweet she was, he said how beautiful her smile was and how charming her voice was. I usually agree with him but...this time no, she's not even all that great, he's just being over dramatic. To be honest I'm jealous...