𝙷𝚒𝚛𝚊𝚎𝚝𝚑 [Freenbecky]

Part 30 - I know you would do this

Rebecca 

It's 10 a.m. and I'm still lying in the floor thinking about how should I get things done. I want to fix it but I don't have any clue on where to start. I can't call Non because I can't bear the embarrassment of what Pat did. I also don't have the courage to speak to him, not now. It leaves me with no choice but to have a chat with Freen. I only have a day to connect the pieces and I can't afford to be picky at this time.

I gently stood up, supporting my body by grabbing things that can help me lift it up. I will try to meet her if it's okay, this is an important matter to me and I hope she's willing to listen even if this will turn out to be some sort of a bullshit made-up story for others. 

I grabbed my phone and called her number.

Freen Chankimha speaking, I still have stuffs to do or probably away for a while so please if you may, leave your message after the beep.

Her voicemail sounded after a few rings. I can't reach her with this but I'll leave a few parts of my message in the mail so she'll know about what I am in a rush for. I need to explain things in person but this is the first step that I should do in case she check her mails.

Hi Freen, Rebecca here. I'm sorry for what happened the other night, I got lost in control of my own mind and things were just heavy for me. I know you might probably say that I am insane or what but the alternate universe thing that I once told you? I experienced it and just to let you know, I badly wanna talk to you about it please. I don't have someone to speak my thoughts with and I know you're busy right now but I'll appreciate it if you'll say yes, uhh that's it I guess. 

I will be more than glad if she'll agree with my idea of talking down things with her. I can't explain the things that I want bit by bit in that mail but I hope she'll still listen. It's hard for me to swallow up my pride and try to act like nothing happened just because I am in need of her sympathy. It's hurting my ego but at least I tried. 

This problem of mine actually is preferable to be talked with my family but when the time that these unusual things happened, they weren't here to witness it so I think they can't still figure out the answer and also, I don't want to bother them anymore. My parents are working their bones to support us, I don't want to be another problem for them. Richie's still studying too and maybe he's stressed from school related stuffs so I better not disturb him for my own sake.

*sigh* 

The clock continues ticking but I haven't received any message from Freen. I probably messed her up and she don't want to talk to me anymore but this is the last time that I'll bother her and I hope she'll understand it. Freen's the only person who has a duplicate in Pat's world that's why I am trying to get clues through her, if there is any. There are also people in there who's faces are familiar yet I can't distinguish who they are so Freen is the only one that will probably lead me to the answer.

I swept the curtains to the side only to find out that it is raining hard outside. A bad timing it is but I've got no other choice other than this. I couldn't let an hour pass by without nothing to do so I'll push through it, I'll go to the agency.