Dive into Ella's story...
Meeting her brute of a husband Luca along the way...
In exactly one day I will be marrying this man. This man that's trying to control my whole life trying to pretend to everyone that I love him and that I'm the perfect wif...
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He just stood there glaring down at me, I felt as if I was a naughty school child... that hasn't handed their homework in for weeks. Like I said before why would he even think I was going to respond to what he just said to me... he knew from day dot, I didn't want no children especially with him.
It's bad enough he took me off my contraception... he would never wear protection neither which fucking sucks like mad. Funny. Of course it's not.
He finally lifts my chin with his fingers, being delicate for once. I slowly rise my head to his movement... he speaks.
"Please just listen for once Ella. Go to our room you will see a test in the cabinet. Please proceed and take it, I shall be up soon"
He sighed.
Yeah yeah yeah... I don't think I would be pregnant surely I would of had some sort of signs of early pregnancy? Like morning sickness nausea, no periods? Wait fuck.
I've not had a period in like forever... double fuck, no scrap that triple fuck! Could I be? No surely not.
I brush the thought off. These things happen all the time girls go without periods for months even longer at times... maybe I'm just experiencing that? I bloody hope so for my sake.
I leave Lucas office heading up the stairs to our bedroom, soon as I enter I head straight to the bathroom. Not for him but for me, I need to know what I'm dealing with, that's if I am dealing with anything at all.
I head to the cabinet pull the box out, slowly unwrapping the test out of its foil paper, of course he got clear blue once's, oh it was the digital ones too... hm.
I squat down onto the toilet beginning to wee, I place the stick on the side of the sink face down, leaving it for five minutes... maybe for longer who knows. I'm just hoping Luca doesn't burst in through the door at any point, I want this time alone.
Sitting here spinning my thumbs around, in circles wishing I wasn't in this situation right now... I'm so undecided if I want to flip this test over or just to place it straight into the bin never finding out.
I finally get the courage out of no where, flipping the test over.
I'm fucking speechless absolutely speechless.
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First thing that springs to my mind is I need to fucking run. Far.
Exactly that...
"Ella, wife. Have you done it?"
Fuck sake, I can sense he's behind me before I even look up. Me like the twat that I am, I've still got the positive pregnancy test in my hands. It's not processing through my brain one bit.
Suddenly I drop the test... freaking out.
Luca leans down picking it back up... I'm guessing he's examining it. I'd rather not know or care for what he's doing with it right now. I'm in shock completely frozen.
Swirling out of control, I don't want this. Not now not here especially with him, this house his family, no I don't want it one single bit. I can't keep myself focus at all...
"Ella, this is great news. This baby is going to be so loved, I will go grab Dr.Greene, she can come and check everything is going well..."
I just sat still I had no emotion. Just blank. I felt myself slipping away further and further in that moment. He didn't even bother coming close to me, which I was grateful for.
