Struggling Love | Ross x gn!reader

Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ XVII

Yeah I hope y'all are ready for this chapter, cut I sure as hell am not 😘

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Warnings: unwanted fight, arguing, slight blood mention, y/n loosing their shit and a lot of pictures instead of explaining how everything looks

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November 20th 2022
Sunday

I stared at my wall with a blank expression. I haven't been able to sleep at all for two nights in a row

It's like that fucking monster won't give me a damn break! I've been seeing it everywhere! It has been fucking with my mind, taking the form of other people. Even going as far as taking the form of my cat!

It just won't leave me alone! At night it became more active. Just looking at me through the window, smiling at me. Ronnie seemed to notice that I've been acting strangely and just keeps trying to help me, asking if everything's okay. I of course tell that everything is okay, not wanting them to worry about me for the stupidest shit and my sleep deprived ass

I saw the sun rising from my window, the whispering I kept hearing throughout the night fading out but by bit

I sighed, getting up from my bed. Hands shaking violently as I walked in to the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror, being disgusted at what looked back at me

I had dark eye bags, my hair was oily and matted, my eyes barely had any light in them, they just stared back at me blankly. Suddenly, the lights of the bathroom turned off

"Haha, very funny." I rolled my eyes, I knew my brothers were the ones turning off the lights of my bathroom. I grabbed my bathrooms door handle and pulled on it. Only to find out that it was locked

I kept fiddling with the handle, trying to get it to open, but the more I tried the more I heard whispers

I started to breath heavily and my heart started to beat faster. I looked around the bathroom, trying to find anything that will get me out of here. But I couldn't see anything! It was pitch black

Suddenly, the candle near my mirror lit up. My breath got stuck in my throat as I approached the candle, going to pick it up and search with it

But I stopped in my tracks when I looked at the mirror

I saw myself of course. But some thing seemed off...

It just kept smiling at me. I clenched my hands, it just kept smiling back at me. The final straw for me was when it started to reach out towards me

On instinct I punched the mirror. Making it shatter in to a milion pieces. I grabbed on to my fist, which was now bleeding as the candle went out. I fell to my knees, somehow managing to avoid the glass as both of my hands shook, and the whispers got louder

Suddenly the bathroom door shot open and the light turned on. It was Ronnie

"Holy fucking shit!" They screamed, going down on their knees as they looked as my bleeding fist

"What happened!" She yelled, I couldn't say anything, only going to hug them as I tried not to cry. They hugged me back, whispering in to my ear as they patted my hair