Struggling Love | Ross x gn!reader

Cʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ XXII

A/n: hello biatches, guess who broke their nose? This bitch right here

Well it technically isn't broken but it's definitely gonna bruise. But anyway, let's just start (I also forgot to add a song in the last chapter so if you're confused just remember that I am dumb)

Anyway, rate the song here
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Edit: I'm so sorry I forgot to out a warning

Warning: gore, blood and fresh wounds. The part where gore is mentioned will start with this star (as well as end with it):
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Again, so sorry

Enjoy :)

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December 2nd 2022
Friday

I opened my eyes, groaning as I sat up in my bed, only to be met by a familiar hit to the ceiling

I groaned, my hands flying to my forehead as my eyes shot open. I quickly looked around the room. I was back home

I started to panic, jumping off of my bed as I quickly opened my door, I stared through the door with no expression. At the other side of the door wasn't the hallway I was so used to seeing. No. I was met by trees

Oddly familiar trees. I walked out, curiousity in my eyes as I looked around

"It's funny.. really, it is." I heard a voice behind me. I turned around quickly, and my heard dropped at the sight

Quinn, they looked at me with a sad expression, but their eyes seemed lifeless

"Quinn." I whispered, walking towards them, they stepped back. As if I was something truly horrifying

"I mean.. to attack a totally innocent person out on the streets.. you truly disgust me, Y/n." They said, their face scrunching up with disgust, but their eyes still remained the same.. lifeless

"Quinn.. you don't understand." I whispered, fiddling with my fingertips as I looked at them with a regretful gaze

"What don't I understand Y/n? I think I completely understand." They yelled, their fists tightening as they started to approach me, "first, you started to act strangely, not wanting any help from us. Second, you distanced yourself, started getting less sleep. I knew from the moment your eyebags formed. You never wanted for Ronnie to arrive, you wanted to be the center of attention, to be the one we'd come to for any advice... You are truly selfish Y/n.. and to think I liked you- no, loved you... I feel ashamed of myself, and I feel ashamed that I would put my standards that low." They said, our noses practically touching. I shivered, staring at their dead eyes.. feeling afraid

"N-no." I stopped for a moment, holding back tears as my hands shook violently

"Stuttering again, are you, Y/n?" I heard another voice, I turned around to see Raeburn

I took in a sharp breath and looked back to Quinn, only for them to not be there.. like they disappeared into thin air...

"I never thought, out of all of the people, you would be the one to betray me." Raeburn said, I quickly looked into his eyes.. they held the same lifeless gaze Quinn's had

"If I knew you were going to crush my feelings. I would have never befriended you." I started at him, my eyebrows furrowed