𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐒|𝐁.𝐄

6.

" taking you to the doctor"
[ executive producer: cici!!!WOOOOO]

Robyns pov
Trigger warning: dark thoughts, attempted

3:28am

I woke up to muffled screams from Ryan's bedroom. It scared me because I haven't heard a scream like that in ages. I laid  up  out of my bed and that's when the screaming stopped. I heard her stomp towards the bathroom and the bathroom door slammed.

I walked up to the bathroom door but it was locked. I knocked on the door but I heard her talking to herself.. she sounded frantic.

"Maybe if I just disappear no one would give a shit.. I mean why would they give  a shit it's not like they actually cared anyways."

" everyday someone has to remind how fucked up i am.. they don't think i know that? That I don't understand that?"

" my life has been nothing but shit.. if I were to kill myself they would of called me selfish but if I were to stay to my self they call me a freak show."

" freak this"

" werido that"

" I'm nothing but a freak show."

" Ryan your nothing but a weirdo.. no one will ever love you this way so why are you still here fighting on?" She said to her. I heard her scream again and that's when I started to bang on the door.

" RYAN? RYAN OPEN THE DOOR." I yelled

"Ryan, your nothing but a freak show? Wow you like girls? That's gay? Your a faggot? Kill yourself Ryan" she blurted out.

" RYAN OPEN THE FUCKING DOOR PLEASE." I said banging on the door. I started to run to my moms room bursted through the door. I screamed, " I THINK RYANS GONNA HURT HERSELF PLEASE HELP PLEASE"

My moms got out of bed and went towards the door. Ryan was still in there talking to herself, and she started to scream again. I was truly fucking scared.

" RYAN BABY, OPEN THE DOOR LOVE, MOMMYS AT THE DOOR" mom said.

"Mommy? Oh please my mother isn't on the other side of the door your trying to trick me!" Ryan spoke.

" RYAN BABY OPEN THE DOOR PLEASE" my mom said. I was crying on the floor, I didn't know what was happening I was so scared

"MY MOMMY LOVED ME. MY MOMMY WOULDN'T MAKE ME FEEL BAD ABOUT MYSELF. MY MOMMY WOULDN'T HURT ME EMOTIONALLY. MY MOMMY WOULD LOVE ME LIKE SHE SAY SHE DOES.. but I know it's a lie.. I know mommy doesn't love me" Ryan cried.

She started to scream again. My mother was crying but other mother was still trying to get in the door. " I can't do this right now, I can't lose my baby not right now not ever I can't do this" she kept saying. And before we knew it, mom knocked down the door.

She gasped and then she screamed, I couldn't see everything but I red on the floor and hair everywhere. Mom picked up Robyn and carried her downstairs and that's when I got a clear shot of the bathroom. I was mortified, absolutely distraught, and I was scared. And I cried, and I cried, and I cried some more.