𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐎𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐒|𝐁.𝐄

9.

"Our second therapy session"
[ executive producer: cici!!!WOOOOO]
A really triggering moment
Ryan's pov

It's been a couple days ( 7 days to precise) and I've have done nothing but deal with Robyn and her constant rants. We've made a couple of songs in between that but gosh it's so weird being with the same person who told me to basically kill my self over again.

" gosh.. I can't stand being a cramped up room with..", Robyn paused "I just wish I had my own room". " well.. you can always get that fixed you know?" I replied quickly. " well I can't. I tried. We've been in the same room for seven days a whole ass week together and I cannot keep doing this." Robyn replied to me.

" what do I do that is so fucking wrong? Like seriously what's wrong with being in the same room with me!" I asked genuinely wanting a answer. " well one.. you talk to your self and you talk in your sleep, that's creepy. Two. It's like your smothering me with your your gloomy-ness, and three.. i swore you hated me a couple of days ago" she said staring at me.

" I still hate you. You literally told me to kill myself again OH WAITTT I'm sorry lemme use your words." I coughed "Hey! Fuck it I might as well try to if it comes to something like this." I said mocking her.

" okay that is not what I said." She replied " THATS literally what you said." I snapped my neck at her quickly. We got to arguing when we heard a knock on the door, Robyn sat down on her bed when my therapist came in with a smile.

" hii ryan! Oh! We have a guest I see? Is this Robyn?" She questioned me. " she's actually staying in here with me, she got into a little altercation so we share.. a room.. now" I said with a smile

"Oh well welcome to our therapy sessions Robyn. I'll put you down on my list with Ryan.. my name is Ms Josephine, I will be talking with you two guys today. We have four hours to talk so this is going to be fun."

[9:30am]
"Since your new.. Robyn.. I will start with you."
" how does it feel to be around your sister? Do you love her? Care for her? Have any type of bond with your sister, might I say?" She said looking up from her board.

I looked over at Robyn and she looked so confused. " um.. I mean.. it's alright.. there's a few things I would like to change about my sister but I guess I can enjoy it while I can" she lied straight through her teeth.

" well," Ms Josephine coughed, " what do you mean by that." " I mean.. I can name off a few things.. if you want me to?" She asked. " yes.. Name Off a few" She said.

" well. I would want to start off by saying.. I would like to change the way she talks to her self, and how she talks in her sleep."

" I would like to change the way she treats me, how her feelings are towards me. I would like to change the animosity in the room. Everytime I come around Ryan's mood changed. I can't help but to think that I'm the problem.. when I know I'm not."

" I would also like to change her anger issues, and the other rapid things she has going on in her life."

" I can't speak for her but.. I know she isn't happy.. and I would want to change that." Her said, I scoffed a little under my breathe because there's no way she just said this.

" now.. what do you mean by.. you wish you can change the way she treats you..?" Ms Josephine asked her. I shifted my body towards her I could tell ms josephine could tell.. but I wanted to hear what she had to stay.