"Let's rekindle things"
[ executive producer: cici!!!WOOOOO]
Robyn's povWe finally got out of the hospital today and when we got home I camped out in Ryan's room for a couple. I made sure i had everything I needed, our favorite snacks, our favorite teddy bears, our guitars, note books, and me her and ourselves.
I put a sign on Ryan's door that said " please leave us alone" just to make sure nobody came inside. I knew she felt weirded out by this and so did I but I.. I really need my sister back in my life.. cause it's been hell with out her, and that day in that room with her therapist really opened my eyes to become a new person and I'm willingly doing anything I can do for that.
" so what's the plans? We order some pizza? Ice cream? Play ilomilo?" I said with a evil grin. I knew how to get to my sisters heart truly, me and her aren't vegan ( sorry mom if you see this) but we really like meat. And our favorite pizza is a all meat lovers from Johnson's and my god when I say it's the best thing ever.
A huge smile came across her face and she nodded her head quickly, my sister hasn't really talked much and that's okay, after she goes on her rage fits.. she tends to go mute.. and again that's okay.. I understand how she feels.. or so I think I do.
" do you maybe.. wanna walk to the store and get the stuff with me?" I said wondering if she would say yes, her eyes lowered and she shook her head no; " come on.. please! How about this I'll let you stop by the pond to feed squabbles while we are on the way?" I questioned.
For those who don't know, Ryan loves ducks, she adopted a duck name mr squabbles when we were kids but unfortunately we had to set him free.. because.. uh.. well.. that doesn't matter all I know is mr squabbles is still alive, and he's very unique, he's all golden with one white feather.. it's not that hard to miss him.
Another smile came across her face and she got up and put her shoes on and we began to walk down stairs, " can I get my debt card please?" I asked looking at my mom,Ryan stood behind me looking scared. " no, nope. No more shopping sprees, no more buying electronics you don't need, none of that" my mom said to me.
" chill mommy, me and Ryan are going to Johnson's to buy a pizza and some other food, it's movie night for us!" I said with a smile. " movie night, huh? Are we invited to this movie night?" My mother questioned. " No! I mean.. no ma'am.. it's just me and Ryan.. nobody else.. that's why I need my debt card so we can go grocery shopping for the movie night." I said.
" oh.. rude.. but okay, look in my purse top zipper!" She said turning back to her food. My other mother came down the stairs and kissed Ryan's forehead but she pushed her away a little bit which made our mother chuckle. She came and kissed my forehead and I accepted as I pulled the debt card out of my moms purse.
" uh. What are you doing?", she asked me. " movie night... for me and Ryan." I spoke up coughing a little bit. " you ready?" I said staring at Ryan. She shook her head yes and we began to walk out the front door and down the the hill.
" so.. how are things going with you and..Bella?" I asked. She sighed and rolled her eyes and started to write on her phone. She should me her phone after words; " she's throwing a fit because I haven't talked to her in a week and I told her that I was in the hospital but she doesn't believe me"
" what do you mean she doesn't believe you?!" I questioned looking concerned. "She thinks I'm ghosting her after the party because Alex attacked me. I told her I wasn't ghosting her I was just having a really bad moment that whined me being in the hospital."
" what the fuck? Does she not realize that people have other shit to do in their life besides- you know what.. I'm not gonna speak onnit." I said shrugging my shoulders. " are you scared of going back to school tomorrow?" I asked her.
"Yes. Extremely. I feel like I'm gonna be left alone tomorrow again and your gonna go back to your normal life☹️"
I scoffed and looked up at her. " hey.. listen.. your with me now.. I'm with you now.. you're my sister.. I'm not gonna leave you. So if you wanna hang out with me and my shitty friends or if you want me to sit with you tomorrow I will do that... okay?" I said looking at her.
She nodded her head before typing again. "Can you sit with me? I want you to see my prospective tomorrow.. if your fine with that?" She said. I nodded my head yes and we began to walk into Johnson's.
[back at home]
We got everything we needed plus a couple of more things like fruit, juice all of that etc bullshit. I slipped the card back in my moms purse and we ran upstairs. Today I heard my sister laugh at the duck today, she's so pure.. so.. happy at sometimes.. and I never really saw that side of her.. I almost cried when I heard her laugh a little bit.. that's how much I've missed my sister.
" okay here's our options for movies."
" option one: WALL·E"
" option two: UP... you can never go wrong with up, it was one of our childhood favorites."
" option three: Mulan."
" option four: ... I don't technically have an option four I guess that's just going through the shows/ movies till we find something" I said shrugging. She hummed for a minute before shooting up the number two.
" okay up it is. Alright. Which one do you want. Chunky cookie dough, or.. OR. hear me out.. turtles. Now! I'm down for either one but I reallly bought this turtles for my self so if you want it that's fineeee but" I was saying but she snatched that chunky cookie dough icecream out my hands which made me burst into laughter.
We both got settled on the bed and started to watch UP while we ate our slices of pizzas. " you know.... I've really missed you.. and.. I know it's weird for us to be in the same room together like this right now but.. I really needed this" I said wiping the tears falling from my eyes.
She stared at me for a moment before pulling me in and laying her head on me. " I've.. I've missed you too Robyn" she spoke up. I gasped. Usually she doesn't reply when she's mute but she did this time. I stared at her with tears running down my face.
" your my sister... I will always have some type of love and respect for you.. although you have hurt me a lot.. I trust you.. and it's safe to say that because your in my room right now" she chuckled, which made me laugh. " but.. I've missed you too.. and I don't ever want you to leave my side again.. your my other half.. I need you okay?.. let's rekindle this. Right here, right now" she said putting her pinky out.
" pinky swear?"
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" pinky swear"[words1268]
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