🔫BAD-DRUGS 🔫 [18+]

CHAPTER 53

Chapter 53

Biyone's pov

All I can remember is that I felt some kind of way and I had hasted to the bedroom with Binoi in tow, a doctor was over me and someone was holding my left hand. I feel weak and I want to scream out all my frustration, but only a little grunt came out when I try to and tears flow from my eyes. I wish I had someone to talk to, to tell about how I feel deep down inside. Not someone I'd burden with my problems, a person who would understand without judging me or asking me for things. Someone who would listen, can give me sound advice and steer me in the right direction.

The doctor was saying something but I was not hearing him, he went out after writing on a piece of paper and handing it to Karim. What is he doing here? They disappear through the open door and I close my eyes. I force myself to not think about how I come to be in this situation because I feel like it was what was hurting me. I must had fallen asleep for some time but I awake with the great need to pee.

Someone helped me up as I try to get up off the bed and I saw that it was my mother, I was lifted off my feet and taken to the bathroom by Jalan who gently place me down to stand and waited until my mother held unto me before letting go off of me. He went out pulling the door close behind him and my mother help me to sit on the toilet. I realize I was breathing hard and I felt pained up, I felt extremely tired to get up off the toilet and so I just sat there after I finished peeing.

Mommy help me to get up and get into the shower, it felt weird to have someone else bathe me and the only thing I did was brush my teeth and wash my face. My feet were like lead when I lift them for my mom to put on my panty and I lean against the face basin vanity for support so she could put on my cotton nighty on me. She calls Jalan and he came and carried me back to a newly spread bed, putting me to relax back on some propped up pillows.

I was forced to drink some of the soup Kemar brought in a small bowl, then hug a sleepy Binoi who my dad place beside me and fall asleep. I drift in an out of sleep and was vaguely aware of what was happening around me, I didn't eat much of the meals I got but I drank all the juices and bottles of water that stayed in my reach. I awake to find Rovena by the bedside on one occasion and couldn't find my phone to show her something or other, I ate a bunch of fruits with her then mommy help me to bathe after she left.

The steam fish that I got to eat was delicious, from the moment I taste it I knew it was cooked by my dad. Mommy enquired of how I was feeling and I tell her that I was feeling alright, the doctor came again and the next day I went for an ultrasound with mommy and Jalan. I was surprise when the doctor kept referring to a week ago and I slowly realize that a week had past since I caught Jahnoi having sex with the old white woman. The memory hurt me and I felt pained that the police hadn't catch him and put him in prison.

No one was telling me anything and I refused to ask, Jahnoi's jeep was loaded into a truck and taken away, he was absent out of the home and all of our stuff was packed up. March is a beautiful month with spring in all its glory, it seems so majestic in this country side far away from the hussle and bustle of busy downtown. My mother came to show me some baby clothes and other stuffs that she had bought and I smile at the cute pink outfits.

"Jahnoi choose all a them di brute have taste," she says and was making her way down the stairs to rinse them out before I could collect myself from the shock of what she says.

   That night I went to bed late and was awaken before daybreak by Jahnoi, he sat on the bed beside me and say. "Yuh a nuh one easy woman ino."