I Just Can't Do It Anymore

Chapter 4

Song for this chapter: When I was Your man by Bruno Mars >>>>>>

Lou's POV

Oh shit. That's all I had to say. Harry was never supposed to figure out about her! WAIT! He said that he was taking a cancer patient out of the hospital for the day, but he took Julie- oh god.

"So....?!" Harry screamed a little annoyed at me. Oh I guess he said something important. Before I could answer the question I obviously didn't hear, my phone rang. I put a finger up to Harry and passed Julie to Liam after kissing her forehead and walked out to take the call.

"Hello?" I answered questioningly because it was an unknown number. I swear if this is a fan...

"Is this Mr. Louis Tomlinson?" The unknown voice asked from the other end of the phone sounding rather serious, if you haven't noticed... I don't do serious very well.

"Yeah..... how can I help you?" I said trying to sound serious and sophisticated.

"Um... I would like to inform you that your parents and siblings were involved in a serious car accident. Hit head on by a drunk driver. Your mother, who was in the passenger seat, and father, who was driving, died on impact. Charlotte and Fizzy died because of the impact crushing their fragile skin, but the twins didn't go as gracefully. They suffered from memory loss and implants of glass into their skin. They died after one hour of undeserving pain. We are very sorry for you, and your sister's loss. Goodbye." The voice finished sounding depressed. Definitely not a fan. They. Are. Dead.

I felt the warm liquid run down my cheeks in buckets. Tear after tear splattered onto the phone in my hands that was disconnected minutes ago. How could that happen?! I was full on balling at this point, and very loudly at that. I heard the pitter patter of feet and then saw Julie run out of the door and looked sad. A little frown placed upon my neices beautiful face.

"Unca Louuuu... Whasss wrong????" She asked getting into my arms while I sat on the steps of the restaurant.

"There you are Julie where are you- Louis?" Zayn asked me when he saw that Julie had come to me. The boys suddenly surrounded me staring at me waiting for me to explain. 

"Lou?" A soft broken voice came from my left. I turned and saw my sister, looking defeated and drained emotionally.

"Lou! I watched the twins die! I was still at the hospital! I watched them cringe in pain for the last hours of their lives." She sobbed into my chest. By this time, the boys were so confused and somehow Julie was passed to Harry who was silently playing with his curls.

"So... can we talk about this whole Julie thing?" Harry said awkwardly. I saw Megan's face grow red with anger, oh Harry, don't you know not to say stupid things when she was in this state. Niall just slowly took Juliebug out of his arms and followed the boys back inside. She shouldn't have to see this. Hell! I don't want to see this!

"YOU!" She screamed squirming out of my arms and slowly taking steps towards him menacingly. 

"Me?" Harry's deep voice squeaked, coated with fear.

"Yes YOU! You can't let something that isn't about you happen for more than 2 seconds can you?! I knew that letting her go with YOU was a bad idea." She said still mad as hell. I just wanted to stay neutral. Come on Harry, choose your words wisely, or WWIII is about to start.

"Really?! Why do you care, Megan?! You're just a volunteer, right?! Or is it that you really are her mom, and Lou is her uncle?! Did you cheat on me something?!!! Do you find this funny?!" He screamed getting up in her face. Wrong words, dear dear Harold. Good luck. 

"'Did I cheat on you'?!?! Are you effing kidding me, Styles?!?!?!?!?!?!? She is your daughter! YOURS! Happy?! There! There it is! I kept her from you because you are such an ass and wouldn't have stayed anyway, with all the drinking and partying and all. I don't know how you made time for me all that time- OH WAIT! You didn't! I was and still am done! HAPPY!?!?! And my parents and all of my siblings just died, that's why we're all crying, incase they actually found that there really isn't a brain under that mop of curls you got just like I estimated. So.... Do you think THIS is funny?!?!!?!??! HUH?!?!" She screamed in his face before breaking down again. He had the strangest look on his face: a cross between disbelief, happiness, and turmoil. 

"Mine? That little girl, fighting cancer, is all mine? Wow I would've never thought that we could make a creature so beautiful and so-" Harry started in almost a dazed state of mind.

"HELLO?! This doens't mean she's all yours. She is mine. You left. We called off the wedding. You don't have anything over me saying that I have to let you see her. We're not married; glad we aren't because I couldn't take this everyday. And who has raised her these 2 years?.... not you." Meg said still upset just not as loud as before. She took this as her que to leave and went, grabbed Julie, and walked away. And with that, He followed her... all the way down the street.

Harry's POV

Mine. All mine. I can't belive it. I had to go after her. I can't do this again. She is 100% correct though, I was the douche who left. That day, March 17, was the worst day of my life. I bet it was the worst of her's too; finding out that her fiance cheated on her and all. Yep! I cheated on her. I was drunk, upset with management, and desperate. I didn't know what I was doing, but it doesn't make what I did any better.

~Flashback~

I walked into the hotel we were staying at  at like 9 am. I had such a terrible hangover and had no idea where I was when I woke up this morning. I walked further into the living room and saw an angry Megan sitting on the couch and flicked the Telly of very harshly. 

"Megan, babe? What's wrong?" I asked sympatherically towards my fiance. Maybe she was PMSing.

"Don't 'Megan babe' me! I saw it! All over every news channel and on twitter and other websites. I just thought it wasn' true, that maybe my own FIANCE didn't cheat on me. But, whatever shank you did it with last night got real footage of you leaving her house shirtless this morning! So, yeah." She said to me disbelievingly. I felt terrible. She lightly rubbed her stomach, but I thought nothing about it.

"And I had something to tell you, but Goodbye Harry." She said. And with that, she grabbed her suitcase she picked for our trip and walked out. Not only out the door, but out of my life. Forever.

~End Flashback~

Oh god! Did I mention that we were on vacation in Switzerland? No? Well I cheated on my fiance in an unknown country, while I was supposed to be with her for a holiday. She left that hotel and went to the nearest airport most likely. She didn't even give me the rest of the trip to spend with her, not that I deserved that. But I remember that before she left, she threw the engagement ring I had given her at my feet and just walked out.

"MEGAN! WAIT UP!!!!!!!!" I screamed down the road, but she was already taking off with our toddler in her hands. I just wish that if she ever meets another man, that he treats her right, because if there was something I didn't do and wished I did, it would be treating her for the beautiful and strong woman she is.

Megan's POV

He tried to run after me, but I ran away. Sprinited was more like it. I had to get Julie back to the hospital, anyway. Bryce was probably confused. I dropped her off and just went home. 

Blair was still at work, at I just wanted to curl up and cry. I knew it wasn't in my best interest to go to sleep again; I'd only be coated wit hnightmares of happier times and of horrid memories of the hurt I endevared.

So basically, I just layed there. Taking in everything, thinking about the illogical, and wondering how life got so screwed up.

_______________________________________________________________________________

Sorry for the reallllllly long wait! I changed the pic of the story! btw.. the girl in the picture is who Megan looks like so, yeah. Anyway, thank you for all the comments and votes and such! so... COMMENT AND VOTE! Thanks to all who help me figure out what to do with this story next! Love you alll

~Lousbumm210 xx