I Just Can't Do It Anymore

Chapter 6

Song for this chapter is: Kiss Me by Ed Sheeran>>>>>>>>>

Megan's POV

~4 Months Later~

It's still to believe that my princess is gone. But, I can't dwell, today i'm getting married! Blair, of course, was my maid of honor, and El and Perrie were my bride's maids. Today is the day I get to marry Bryce. I'm a little nervous, because I don't know if I really want this, but it may just be my nerves. Since, my family is gone, Louis is walking me down the aisle, and surprisingly enough, Bryce's best man is Harry. My ex fiance, great right?

I was in a beautiful white dress that was strapless. It had extraordinary beading and sparkle around the whole bust going to my waist with layers of poof under it. It was actually the dress that I bought for Harry and I's wedding, but never got to use. I ended up keeping it and I used it, because who would let a $7,000 dress go to waste? Yeah, no one. I knew that Harry has seen this dress, and I'm not honestly sure what his reaction is going to be when he sees me getting married to someone besides him in it. And I'm not honestly sure I want to see his reaction. 

El curled my hair into perfect ringlets then helped Perrie and Blair braid the side of it into a messy bun thing with a few hairs hanging by the sides of my face( Bella's hairstyle from Breaking Dawn Part 1). I truly, looked beautiful, with my natural makeup and everything corresponding to it. El was in a short purple cocktale dress with a poof at the end with beautiful beading on it throughout the whole dress. Her hair was in it's normal beautiful beach waves with that she decided to put a sparkle clip into with a pair of very high dark purple pumps; she looked so beautiful. Perrie had a more brighter and lighter purple one shoulder short dress. It had a band of sparkle going across the waist. She had her hair down in waves and had 4 inch heels that were a silver color to match the silver band on her waist and the shoes had rhinestones going all throughout them. Blair, who decided she wanted to be different, decided on a long strapless dress. It started at the top with a dark blue blue that descended into a lighter dark blue. Then, it has a band of sparkle as well, then continues to varied colors of all the blue : light blue, sky blue, ocean blue, then aqua blue. She had dark blue pumps to match the top of the dress and topped the whole thing off with her blond hair in a loose bun that was messy but beautiful looking that had a braid all around the bun itself. They all looked so beautiful. 

"Girls????!" Lou asked walking into the room after knocking. His eyes popped out of his head when he saw Me, El, Perrie, and El. 

"WOW! You all look so beautiful!!" He said kissing us all on our cheeks. He informed me that it was time to start for the girls to be walking down. 

One by one, I watched as Perrie walked down, then El, then my best friend Blair, and then Lou shook me telling me its time. The grand church doors opened and I took my first step out onto the aisle holding my brother's arm for dear life. Left foot. Right foot. Left. Right. 

Millions of things raced through my mind throughout the 2 minutes it took me walk down, and before I knew it my hand was being placed in Bryce's. Suddenly, I felt disgusted. Like I was violated and felt so weird. I just guess it was my nerves. But, I still don't know why I felt so disgusted when he touched my back and held my hand. 

I looked past Bryce to find the best man, Harry. He looked hurt and angry, slightly looking at my dress. Suddenly, major guilt hit me like a million bricks. He knows that this is THE dress. HIS dress. He looked so.. so... betrayed? He even had tears threatening to fall over his breathtaking eyes. I just looked away before I started crying also. 

The priest started talking what sounded gibberish to me. He went on for what felt like hours, but I didn't mind. My head whirled around thoughts of if I was going to like my future with Bryce. I felt like I was making the wrong decision. Like I shouldn't be standing here with him, but someone else.