To The Beyond You

Chapter 1

It was late already. I informed him before hand that I'd appreciate it if I head home early. Not to forget mentioning, The He is my boyfriend Ryan Edward who is busy throwing a late night party as of now. Whose company may have searched for ages to find me a driver from trusted ones just for me to go safely home tonight in the absence of my boyfriend. I met some of his long distance friends at the party and some are still yet to be met but I need to get home for my college the next day. He was enjoying smiling having champagne until I said It was needed for me to get home. Later he called the driver. And he arrived in less than five minutes. We stepped to the doorway. He kissed me on my forehead and held me not wanting me to go. He justifies his words for the gestures he just did, "I wish you stayed longer". I replied smiling whole heartedly "I'll be back boyfriend" and then he removed his blazer giving it to me covering me in it and then i looked at him once again and then I left. But I can still sense him. His eyes still on me while i reach the car. I must thank him for having his company search for a driver. "I can already feel it. I'll be safe tonight thanks boyfriend."I texted while I reached the car. I sat in the front seat probably cause I'm the only passenger riding. I still I am a weaving at my boyfriend while i seat myself. God. He is so caring. I love it when he does things like this. I'm little blushing while putting on my seat belt and still later looking at him and then I wondered why isn't the car starting?. I looked at the driver. I bold all my eyes open, letting the air sink into my eyes. Unknowingly my mouth is wide open reacting to the shock i just witnessed. The driver accidentally clicked the car's turn signal just when i turned towards him. There's this signal sound going in the background while we stare each other in shock. He was the first one to come out of the shock. He broke our eye contact and looked towards his steering wheel and turning off the sound. A few moments later after i realised, I looked somewhere else just for me to actually digest what the hell actually took place. Then I was back into the car. Back into my seat. I was going home. I was back into the world. being reminded of my boyfriend still staring at me. But this time not smiling. He might be wondering what the actual hell we were doing. I literally just smiled assuring him everything was fine in here. And then the man in the driving seat started the car. I looked at the window as Ryan was fading away with the wind. I took a deep breath while i was watching the scenery not having guts to look at him in his eyes again. I laid my arms over the window while I watch outside. while I have my ex-boyfriend right beside me. yes. Whatever. I seriously have zero interest as of now to talk to him about whats and where abouts of him. I have my boyfriend so far at place that I need to travel so long. I came here for the weekend. For the party. I just want to go home and rest. My back hurts and so does my eyes but this cool breeze is just acting as a healer. Hitting on my face. truly nature has so much role to play in our lives. In my life. And with sudden acceleration of the car my body motions forward and then again back and then i notice his body doing the same thing. And then there's traffic. He might have not noticed all the other car's paused because of the fog we have on the glass. Its foggy tonight. That's the reason he applied breaks right before bumping into a car. God! My life doesn't allow me even a little bit of peace or what. Argh! I shut my window down. I look front. I can barely see his posture and his face resting on the head of the seat. It is made of a structure i could never forget. That sharp jawline but soft skin. I on my phone. *5 new messages from Ryan* I opened. Okay they were messages sent from Ryan on Friday before the weekend. Before we met. "where are you". Wow I didnt even open my phone this whole weekend. Nothing else intresting on my phone so I put back and watch the numbers on the signal as if it's some somniferous for me. But the deep inhales and exhales of this man is enough to wake me up even if I'd fell asleep. But this air that he exhaled just now was different. This one was leading to some talk. I am sure. As i predicted he says "hi". In the deepest lowest tone. A hi. It wasn't just a hi. It was something *hey I'm not interested in you anymore but that dosent mean I'm not interested in how-what-where abouts of you*. Or. *Yes I'm not just a driver who would make you reach your destination only. Cause dammit I can't ignore a person I just met whom I know for almost years and be an uninteresting person*. He exactly meant all this behind that hi. But the thing is now that he spoke first I'm interested. I don't know I just got that sudden energy to talk about everything. Our lives. I turn towards him. "What are you doing here" was the first words i spill out of nowhere. I have no intention to sound rude rather than curious but it did. I don't think so I'll fall asleep tonight. this face is either to be admired whole heartedly all day long or to be falling into the deepest peaceful sleep that one has before a peaceful death. It is just sign of peace and love. Sign of reaching the end of struggle or already did. He replied "I am doing my service, or to be precised my friends service, as he has some other work and I am quite loyal to him". I just reply with an "Oh". Because that's not what I expected him to answer and I guess he knows that too. What was he doing here after so many years? I asked for the life of all those years. Anyways.