To The Beyond You

Chapter 14

I peaked into his office room. Trying not to sound loud with his noisy door.
I gestured while he was on his phone. He gestured to me back saying to come in.

"Yeah sure. Yeah thank you." He said on his phone hugging me.

"Was it long travelling here?" He said.

"Just fifty minutes." I said.

"Yeah."
He says bringing his forehead to mine.

I touched the tip of his nose with mine and rubbing it forth.

He blushed.

I laughed.

That's when I felt. This was all I ever needed. Him. Us. These moments.

"Shall we eat?" He says.

"Yep." I said.

I bought him his favourite lunch. Which was Tacos.

I sit on his chair as I unwrap.

I have no idea how one eats tacos because I've always made one for him but never eat it. I eat something else. I don't know maybe Because he gets along with Mexican food and I don't because he was born and bought up there.

But today I made two for both. As I had no time for making dual food items.

I try eating it, more of experimenting. I don't understand how to even hold it and dip our mouth in it with its unregular shape.

I grab it and eat it vertically. To my foolishness the layers of the lattice had fallen on table

I laugh to my own way of eating the way I ate and throwing all the food on his table. I pick them up while seeing his face expecting him to laugh at me as I already am.

But he was disgusted with my actions, with the way I just ate.

"Why would you eat like that?" He said.

I become alert with his sudden question. Not laughing anymore.

"Like what?" I said.

I was quite embarrassed with the way he looked at me.

I didn't eat later, because I was scared of being judged by him after he noticed me eating in a wrong manner.

He makes an expression saying nevermind. But I knew that he was disgusted and so he looked everywhere else but me.

I'm quite not comfortable seeing him in discomfort and disgusted to the way I just ate the toast or tacos or whatever that shit was. Embarrassed is literally a small description I use because I feel like I've been insulted.

Watching him eat in the right manner, made me realise how shitty I would have seen to him.

Seeing the way he is not very happy makes me regret for coming here.Ruining his day and mine too.

I don't even intend to complete the food, By learning from him the way I'm supposed to eat the food, but wrap it up.

He implements to look on the phone but I can't help with the way I'm feeling against his. So i decided to leave.

After I wrap the food I take my bag.

"I think I should head home. I have some things to do."

"Why are you in a hurry. We'll go after I'm done."

He says without looking at me. To which I'm quite sure he isn't looking at something important in his phone but trying not to look at my embarrassed look.

I don't answer him but sit. I can't fight the way I'm feeling but go home. And live far away from him to allow that insult to settle me. But I can't seem to do that.