To The Beyond You

Chapter 3

I mean how would I ask him tho? be like *Did you ever date women after me?* Like god I can't even phrase it. Well well, I know how to get my answers. "Smirk", "giggle". He said "god you smart woman. You trouble a gentleman and smirk?" I said "i mean? I guess? Yes?" And let the laugh out of me so loud. I missed this alot. I missed us alot. I can be so free with him. As if i opened all my wings and flew away. His smile being the reason for my flap of my wings. We were just seeing each other smile. For which we both were only the reason for each other smile. I rubbed my arms due to cold breeze. Noticing that, Vincent removed his blezar and covered me in that. "Oh my godd!".
The blazer which I had on before
RYAN EDWARD's blezar
He must have had a track of my fucking location!!
And then as if all my sixth senses had to be perfectly right on that day, A big black car appeared in the other direction of road.
Ryan out of the car. He walks with so much emotion. An emotion which was when you think all the past emotions you've ever had been betrayed to your own self. That's exactly how he was walking. He was infuriated. Ofcourse. Assuming all the possibilities he shouldn't be.
He ride up to me.
No.
Him.
Vincent.
He held his collar. Pulling Vincent's collar to his. "Ryan what the hell are you doing". I went between them. I yelled. "stop it's nothing what you are thinking". No response. Not in words not at all in actions. "Please. Please" i begged holding his arm. "You need to believe me Ryan". He lowed his eyes from Vincent's to mine. Now he's attention was on me. I startled. His eyes were red. His neves supporting the redness to his eyes. all his nerves were in act. still in that eyes, they were still a less amount of hope left. At least it was seen.he is having a little hope after thinking he was betrayed. his strength been lowered gradually. I forced it to lower more so that his hands were in my control now. I took him to the car.I started driving. I have that guy's blazer on. Ryan's in that car. blazers are all messed up, so is my life. I cant even dare to look at his face. Never even going to the thought of how Vincent would be going home with the traffic only at his way indeed my way to go home. Suddenly a voice making the silence fade away. "Stop the car". everything is literally frightening me. but he said with an amount of betrayal and maybe little garnish of jealousy. I stop the car near the river I literally had no destination. I didn't think of anything but just separating them both from fight. he then stepped out of the car. I did the same. I followed him. He took a deep breath and spoke, "do you know him?". I don't answer. Not right now."How did the car broke?". Yeah I can answer that because it doesn't really effect your nerves to clutch again after i answer. "It punctured". Part of me knowing that if i don't answer the previous question right now i might get into more trouble. He might be thinking way more than he is now. I try to answer. But i stutter."I-i-uh." "If you don't wish to say then don't". He says. I took some moments. To let myself calm down. I exhaled through mouth before speaking as if that's gonna make my whole stress flow out with air too. Part of it did.
"I am friends with him"
"The driver?"
"No he is not driver I mean okay just whatever. lets just head back". I say as i walk towards the car. I thought this would end by my one answer even if it dosent end it should stick to one topic atleast. He is taking it to some other things then misunderstands. This isn't the right time for either of us. His mind isn't stable to understand this as of now. Or is it ever stable to understand ever actually?

"Whose cloth are you wearing invy?"

Fuck it. i mean seriously. it's no way stoping. This is a situation where whatever i say seems wrong. to him. But atleast i had to say something now there's no choice because if i don't he would think i wantedly dropped his and wore Vincent's just because i wanted to. Yes ofcourse ofcourse.
"I dropped yours in his car."
" So it's his? The driver's?
"Yes and no." He is not the driver and it's complicated.
I say it with all my internal energy being showed up now. I show it to him I'm exhausted.
"Im going home if you want to ride then head back to car. I need to rest"
he came back and sat. his sudden actions make me cry so much. First he argues just for the fact that he needs to be proved wrong. He wants me to prove him wrong. To prove all his assumptions wrong.That I'm not at fault. I'm no way betraying him. I know and as much as i understand it, I have no energy to even talk. I literally want to go home and sleep. But i really don't think so if i can sleep knowing he is not in right condition. I decided I need to clear things right now. It would too late later. I turn towards him in the car with my hair enjoying the wind while I imagine my unconsciousness with every second of my heartbeat as i speak.
"Look he is my childhood best friend and we met coincidentally."
He replied "Alright." A few moments later after he's done watching the front glass of the car, he then turns towards me and says,
"Shall we go home?"
What? Is he still angry on me? Whats with the change of his moods all the fucking time? I said "Ryan please. Im not lying". Even if I am. but only a part of it is what I'm lying. It is a very big part i know. Not right now. My mind is exhausted i have no idea what I'm doing. I'm just thinking about him. He is the type of man who could do anything if i don't give him answers. Appropriate answers.

He replied "No i know". " I mean seriously shut the fuck up. We seriously know each other that was the fucking reason i was fucking talk to him." I said.
He places his palm on my left cheek. " I know invy. Let's just get home. you need rest. So do I. I'm sorry."
Is my brain not functioning or is it what I'm thinking. Maybe we will talk that up later when we are quite energetic to argue ourselves? Anyways if that's the case then fine I'll argue later. I'll rest up now. I just nod my head in his palms.
"Shall we go home now?"...Mine?"
I replied but it would take way to long to reach university from your home. He tilted his head while he rose two Brows of his to an extent that it is about to reach his head with just few more of lines of his. His eyes teasing mine. he is having this expression of *you didn't get me yet?*I seriously laughed lazily so loud. I didn't really know if my cheeks were red or pink as i was blushing. He let out a small laugh seeing mine after not even able to wonder that after how many emotions of his, i got to see this one and all of them only in one night. I signaled through my hand towards the car for him to start driving. He was looking at me with sparkling eyes or maybe only I felt that sparkling in his eyes. He glared at me for the depth of few seconds then we head back home. His.