Fan Boy (VMinKook FF)

Chapter 11 - Struggle

Jungkook

"Have you decided what to wear tomorrow?" Minji asked, chomping on some seaweed crisps.

"Noo," I whined, throwing my face into a pillow. "This is my one chance to make a good impression, and I have no idea what I'm doing."

"I think you should just be yourself. Don't try too hard."

"Well, that's great advice," I said sarcastically. "No one has ever liked the real me. Everyone just thinks I'm some socially awkward, goth baby."

"I don't. I think you're absolutely adorable," Minji said with an aeygo expression.

"No. Jimin's mochi cheeks are adorable. I am just weird," I pouted, flicking the laptop screen.

Minji laughed and slapped her hands on her cheeks. "God, I miss you and your depressive view of the world."

"I can't help it. I'm just trying to lessen the blow."

"Oh, please. They're all going to fall madly in love with you. Especially VMin. Those two won't know what hit them," she joked.

"You are annoyingly optimistic. I'm gonna go. I'll call you after the fan meet."

"Yah! Don't deny it! Also, send me some pictures before you leave. I want to commemorate the day you finally meet your future husbands."

"Aish. Don't embarrass me. I got to go."

"Okay. Okay. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Byee," waved Minji, as she logged out of the video call.

That girl is worse than my eomma.

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It was 1 am, and I was wide awake.

Fuck. I can't do this.

I should just contact them and say I can't come because of an emergency.

Maybe if I said someone died...

No. That's a bit far-fetched.

What if I was terribly sick? Cough, cough.

Yes. That'll work. No one would question the integrity of that.

But VMin...

I can't miss out on them. When would I ever get the opportunity again?

That's like winning a billion won and saying "Sorry, I can't collect it because I'm sick".

Stupid pabo!

Maybe, I'll just watch a few VMin clips to clear my head.

I opened my laptop and searched my most-watched list.

Ahh, there you are.

I clicked on a video titled VMin Almost Kiss Moments.

I don't know why I watch this type of thing, but I do.

Jimin is always so touchy with Taehyung, and gets right up in his face.

Meanwhile, Taehyung just giggles and lets him do it.

God, I love them together. Their chemistry is amazing.

Halfway through, a clip of orange-haired Jimin pushing Taehyung up against a wall popped up.

It was my all-time favourite VMin moment.

The way Jimin just asserted his dominance over Taehyung.

Uggh! I wish I was a fly on that wall.

The video eventually ended and I realised just how thirsty I had become.

I threw the blankets off and made my way to the kitchen for a glass of water.

As the cup was filling, my mind wandered and momentarily went THERE.

Imagine what they would actually look like kissing.

Jimin's plump lips engulfing Taehyung's...

His hands roaming all over...

The sounds of lip-smacking, and...

No! Stop, you pervert!

I shut the tap off and gulped the water down.

Now, get your thirsty ass to bed.

I left my cup in the sink and shuffled back to my room in the dark again. Except for this time, I tripped over the corner of the rug and almost face-planted.

Damn, these weapons of destruction!

I put my hands out in front of me and carefully maneuvered my way back to bed.

When I finally lay down and closed my eyes, the image of VMin kissing popped into my head again.

Uggh! Stop thinking about it!

I rolled onto my side and shut my eyes tighter. But the image only intensified. Frick it!

I flung myself onto my back again and stared up at the ceiling.

I need a bloody parental lock on my mind.

I rubbed my hands over my face and groaned. Please, just let me sleep.

I picked up my phone, and with one eye cracked open, I found a song I knew would put me to sleep in 2 seconds flat.

I hummed along to the soft tune and eventually, I drifted off into sweet slumber.