Jailah Monè Young
📍North Carolina
November 25
Today was Sunday and that meant it was time for a reset. Do laundry, clean the house and cook for the week, it was going to be a long day.
Jahier, Dylan and Dakota were with my mom and uncle until later tonight and I just had Jaycee. My daughter was officially two months old, time was moving so fast.
After I put Jaycee down for her morning nap I went into the kitchen and began prepping the food for me to cook.
I was interrupted by my phone ringing and I looked at the name it said "Kasey 💕" I stopped what I was doing and I propped the phone up then sat down.
"Hey girly wassup."
"Hey Jay. I missed you so much! How you been?"
"I miss you too and everything been ok. What you been up too?"
"I'm actually in town so I wanted to see if you and the girls wanted to go out for brunch."
"I don't know, I have so much to do today but I'm pretty sure the other girls would love to see you!" I spoke as I got up and cleaned the kitchen counter off.
"Jailah I haven't seen you in like a year I'm coming to your house and picking you up you need some time to yourself."
"I have Jaycee. But okay I'll meet you there instead." I said as I twiddled with my fingers and looked down
"That's fine I'll send you the restaurant and I'll see you in an hour." She said then hung up the phone.
I just shook my head and placed the rag in the sink so I could clean it off. I washed my hands picked up Jaycee and headed upstairs to find an outfit for me and her.
I put Jaycee in her bassinet with her pacifier while I decided to take a quick shower.
I had my natural hair curly, it has grown so much since I've had my kids; it's past my shoulders and I've been wearing it natural for some time now... I know Dante would've like it.
I washed my body, face and put body scrub all over. I stayed under the water getting my hair wet deciding to leave it curly.
As I let the hot water travel down my body, I was deep in thought, i reminisced about me and my husband.
Baby come on you don't know how to skate, really?
Dante chill it's been a while. Hold my hand so I don't fall pleaseee.
Okay come on I won't ever let you fall I got you baby. We skated all around the rink that night and he never let me fall. Something about the way he smiled at me, the way he held my hand tightly and reassured me that he got my back.
"I miss you so much baby please come home" I slightly screamed as the hot tears fell down my face. I sobbed uncontrollably but soon wiped my tears as I heard Jaycee crying. I turned off the water grabbed my towel and picked up Jaycee.
I put the pacifier back in her mouth as I rocked her back and forth then walked into the closet to find something to wear.
As I held Jaycee who finally stopped crying, I picked out cargo pants, cropped top and sandals. I didn't feel like getting to dressed up since this would be the first time I've gone out since the accident.
I put Jaycee down and she cried again but I needed to dry myself off and put my robe on so I could get her ready so she was just going to have to cry.
After I handled my stuff I put her in the floral baby tub and got her ready. I sung to her as I washed her up then dried her off.
