smoke oxygen.

February wind

February wind

Blows away my sins,

I recall when I first felt this way.

My city doesn't get cold,

My emotions never really get old,

I remember how everything got irrelevant once I saw your face.

Remember that haze?

We went from trying

To trying to leave and

Back to confessing all these things.

We jumped into it

Then fell out of it,

Love is such a complicated sin.

If it was a game, I'd never be able to tell if I win.

You say you knew love was a lie,

If you did, then why did we try?

I see you in red checks,

Being yours was such a flex,

How I miss the sparkle in your eyes.

This place never felt like home,

The only one was you that I've ever known,

I still recall how I danced with other guys.

When all I wanted was that old love back in your eyes.

I went from crying

To hiding at my feet when

You found me again.

Said you had a request,

If I was ever upset

You wanted us to talk like it never happened.

Tell me are we friends or not,

This circle needs to stop.

You'd tell me this was an interruption,

Then go on to become my broadcast.

We went from smiling

To trying not to die and

Back to giggling in each other's arms.

You played me for a fool,

I had fun, too,

I swear I meant no harm.

My friends are so confused,

Some of you are amused,

And I don't know what to say,

Even if this fucked me up,

Look, a sunny side up,

My creativity was pulled back into the fray.

Cause it was February,

The season of love,

Would've been a shame if this pool I didn't touch.

The wind carries me,

The tears empty me,

Would've been nice if I hadn't fallen for you so much.

You said you knew love was a lie.

You say you didn't know that we tried.

If this love was a lie,

Hell is paradise.