Golden boy, witchy girl,
Two hearts, three worlds,
Did you forget how it all began?
I'm sure you did-- right before you ran
Out on what was being
Written in glitter blue gel pen,
You tore out the pages,
Right as I was writing them.
Dodging obstacles,
Living out miracles,
You were crying, I was dying,
Only to find out neither of us were lying.
Now we don't talk to each other,
I don't know how to recover,
I don't recall how to forget,
But did you forget to remember?
All I want is a conversation,
Do you remember that time I held you as you were sleeping?
Did you forget how I ran out of the theatre in tears?
Do you remember asking me to stay as I was leaving?
Did you forget driving slow then changing gears?
All I want are answers, but I can't ask these questions.
Sunlight in your eyes,
Everything was so bright,
And for the first time,
It all felt right.
Then add in your friends,
And my cynical trends,
You call me up again,
Apologise for listening to their---
Teases, uneases,
Only you it pleases,
Because I wasn't sure, I still don't know,
Go figure, I don't fit the role.
I became air,
You didn't care,
I watched you leave and cried down by the stairs,
Did you forget when we were there?
All I want is a confrontation,
Do you remember that time when you broke my ring?
Do you recall me accidentally shoving you?
Did you forget the way I cried about all your friends?
Then about you when you said I made no fucking sense?
Did you forget... that I just want an explanation?
You told me I was crazy,
And for some reason it didn't amaze me,
How does it feel to live without me?
Because I try without you and I fail miserably.
And I see you with your next girl,
Yes, I'm fully happy for her,
Maybe she'll be the one
Who'll fit into your world.
And PS, I heard about you and your friends,
I'm sorry we couldn't make amends,
Good luck to her, she'll need it,
They're a warning and I heed it.
My heart was bleeding,
The wounds weren't just healing,
All I needed was for you to see it.
... But you didn't believe it.
Did you forget about an explanation?
I need reasons why we fell out the window oh-so quickly,
You know I've had issues with my insincere sense of novelty,
Your friends said whatever and you took it to heart,
And so did I, now I'm the one who needs the fresh start.
Where's my conversation?
Did you forget the time I was being nothing but fully honest?
Don't you remember one of all those ten times when you broke a promise?
Did you forget I was writing us with glitter gel pen?
You knew my favourite colour was blue.
Do you remember tearing the pages out as I was writing them?
You knew my favourite story was you.
Golden boy, witchy girl,
I was writing,
Now I have no words.
YOU ARE READING
smoke oxygen.
PuisiYou were my oxygen, Now I just want smoke, You can stare death in the face, Now I want your memories to go. Your mom's okay, your dad isn't, just call him back, I don't want to say a single word about them, So I'll just stop at that. If I was oxygen...