The New Student

❤.The day.❤

Hello! I'm Tanjiro Kamado! I just started here and things haven't been the same since I came here. What I mean is that, I've been really quiet and I never opened up day by day. Let me explain. You see, In the morning I'm the person I am. I greet my family, talk to my family and do everything imaginable with them. When I get on the bus I feel down. Depressed, Dejected and all of the above. I sit on the bus seat looking out to my family waving goodbye to me. And that's the last time of the day I smile at this time. When the bus starts, I just don't have a happy expression. I didn't look calm, at peace or anything that doesn't show calmness. I just am silent. No one else thinks of me. Neither talks to me. What I mean by that is, In the morning when I get off of the bus I, sort of speed walk to the door. Everyone is talking to their friends. Except me. When the door opens, The kids open the door up as they greet the children. And that's the only thing that I hear a kid tell me. Because, In my classroom, My teacher is the only person that talks to me. But no one else. Today was Friday and I completed my Friday check in immediately. I got up and filled the lunch count. And after, I read my favorite book. After that we obviously saw announcements and I obviously didn't laugh at the joke. During morning meetings, My classmates always leave a huge gap for me to sit in. To be honest, I think they leave it because, No one ever wants to be so close to me. I sit in there as I try to look calm and at peace. But in reality, It was never like that. Today it was what we were going to do over the weekend. Most of the kids say simple things like Breathe, Sleep and do regular stuff. Most of the kids have so many things to do, which was most of them. I usually just tell them I hope to relax and sleep over the weekend considering my schedule of how I wake up at 5:15. After the morning meeting was done we would do something called WIN time. It depends on the day. For example, Math Monday or Writing Wednesday. (My Favorite!!) Anyway, Today we just had to ketchup on things which weren't the funniest.

Such things like, 90 day check in, Writing Draft, Poetry Story Works And Quiz and much more. When that time was done we had a little indoor break. Wasn't such a nice time but at least we had time to ourselves. After that, Since it was Friday, We had P.E and Music. To be honest, I love music dearly but, Trying to make music is definitely hard. Today for music we played ukulele which wasn't my favorite instrument but, It was something. We played some Beatles song that I really didn't like as much but, It was something to some of my classmates but I wasn't into it. During P.E we had different stations and most of them involved jumping. And, I wasn't so good at that ether. We went inside of the classroom after our classes including P.E and Music. Now, Math wasn't that hard to think about it. But when your new, It feels like your entering some sort of high school stuff. If there is one thing that I definitely suck at it has to be Coordinate Graphing and Graphing all together. And, Don't get me started with Lunch. It felt like I was just a piece of a crumbled paper that was thrown in the trash. What I mean by that is, I had a whole entire table to myself! Sounds cool but, It just makes me feel so lonely. Not to mention by social life. That social stuff is now thrown in the trash by now for me! I can't imagine a life of where I at least I have one friend. After lunch it was both of my favorite subjects Writing and Reading. 

I do all of my work and have a slight smile on my face. Well, Only when Writing time starts. I do all of my reading work very fast considering, I don't distract myself with anything like friends like all of my other classmates. R.I.P to me. Hah, Anyway when I'm done with all of my work I just usually grab my favorite book to read and kill time. When reading time ends we do my favorite part of the day. Writing! We have to publish some sort of book that's going to be released to some sort of thing. I had no idea what to write about so I just put a random advertisement in hopes of getting a good grade. It was about Sun drop Café. Obviously. After I was done with my draft I can ether free write or do Writing Wednesday prompt's which, Are fun as well. I do those prompts and answer very happily. But that doesn't last long. When its time I shut down the chrome book and I put the case in while putting it in my backpack. I grab my coat and put it on as I check the time. I sit in my seat as that depressed face stays on my look. The teacher called me first for not talking and stuff like that. I line up in the car line as a bunch of my classmates and the other class was talking with all of their friends like usual. On the other hand, I just stood there just to wait there to go home. They call us and we go all the way down our stairs to leave. I get out as I start running out like usual. The only thing I hear from my classmates is how fast I am.

And that's it. I look for my car as I see it and run all the way to get in it. "Hey Tanjiro, Dear! How was school?." My Mother said as she was pulling out. "School was School like usual. I got Math Homework that I think I know. I tell you if I need some advice." I said as I look at her and then my side of the window. "Oh Really? I doubt that!." My Mother said as she was already close to the house. We got off laughing of how I needed "advice" instead of just full on help on the graphing homework. I don't know if that was funny or offensive but, I'll take it both ways. And I go in and eat some of my Mother's Rice Crackers that are delicious! "Thank you Mother, These were delicious as usual! I'm really enjoying them." I said as I stuff my mouth in them. "Well, I'm glad to hear that honey!." My Mother said as she made more for my Brothers and Sisters. (I'll talk about them in a separate chapter BTW) I tell my Mother good bye as I went upstairs to go do my homework. I was still thinking why I was just so... Different from others. Sure, Your totally different from people and your different in so many ways but, Sometimes things that you like that people like as well, You can totally talk about and have good conversations as well. But, I guess that's not how I am. I stand so different from all of these kids. Will I ever make friends with such talented kids that are educated like this? Will I ever make just even one friend? UGH! I Can't get my mind off of it! I am just going to be like this for my entire school life huh? Well Probably. Wait, I got a email... Let me check, It's from our teacher! she said, "New student once again, Hooray! for our class."..... Maybe I'll have a chance. To finally have maybe just one friend.