The New Student

My Worst Decision

Tanjiro POV:

After my day of school, I sat their crying. I kicked out Tomioka-San immediately and he left without saying anything gladly. I kept crying and crying. Realizing I've lost Rengoku-San. I hear the doorbell ring as I held it all in and went to the door. "Kamado, no matter what you do, it's not going to hurt me. We get into a big argument or, you even cheat on me. Whatever you do, it's not going to affect my feelings. This love I have for you will never go away no matter what damage you do to my heart. Sure, I might cry for one day but, it'll just go away. Please Kamado, come back to me" Rengoku-San's strong words said as he had his arms crossed and legs spreaded out like normal. "Why? Leave, please.." I said dejectedly. "But Kamado-", "LEAVE!" I said as I screamed at him. "I'm not, Letting you GO!" Rengoku-san said as he went inside of the house and hugged me. "MOTHER! HELP!" I said as I screamed pathetically. "GET OFF OF MY SON YOU BITCH!" She said as she tried to hit Rengoku-San and it didn't work. He ran all the way up the stairs and locked the door. "Sh... Kamado, please, Mh~.." Rengoku-San said as he kissed me. "GET OFF!" I said as I tried to leave. "Rengoku-San... Stop please.." I said as I couldn't get off of the bed. "Do you need to tell me something? Do you still love me?" Rengoku-San kept questioning me as I stood their speechless. "I do but, you don't deserve me..." I said shaking cowardly and looking at Rengoku-San. "You do Kamado..." He said as he whispered in my ear. He pinned me to the wall and started kissing me as I moaned a little bit. "Rengoku-San... What about Valarie?" I said as I looked at him. "What about Valarie? You think I like her?" Rengoku-San said as he asked me. "Yes. I can tell you can like her- Never Mind!" I said as I smelt his scent. To my surprise, he didn't like her at all. He thought she liked him but, it would be heartbreaking learning he doesn't like Valarie in the end if they ever talk about it. "I don't think you realize what you can really do Kamado. You just see all of you're flaws and don't focus on things you're good at which, kind of annoys me. You're a strange one.." Rengoku-San said as he looked out the window. "Rengoku-San?" I said as I asked him and stood next to him. "Yes, My Young Kamado?"

"You're right. It was quite... Provoking of me to do such thing... I apologize Mr. Rengoku.." I said as I looked at him as the light shined in his face. "It's hard to maintain self-positive talk anyway Kamado, you don't have to be sorry" Rengoku-San said as he almost left. "How are you going to get out of here?" I said as I tried to stop him. "Respect and Power" Rengoku-San said as he looked behind him to see me. "What are those two things going to do?" I said as I questioned him. He ran out of the door dashing downstairs and smoothly and swiftly opened the door and left. I saw glasses on the table that weren't mine and wondered, 'who could those be from? Rengoku-San' as I thought. They disappeared when I looked back at them and never saw those glasses ever again. It's been a while since I have ever seen Rengoku-San till this day. Not only does he not talk to me but, I just never see him around. Day by day, I just feel like Rengoku-San is going away in my mind and on the outside world. But, to the answer of this grueling pain is pretty simple. He found another person to care and love for other than me. And guess who would that be? Valarie. The girl who he said he didn't have a crush on. Soon enough, I'll just forget the history between me and Rengoku-San and sweep the memories under the rug like useless garbage. And will be back to the state of dejected me only focused on academics and lack at socializing. Was I wrong? Did I didn't satisfy him enough? Questions surrounded my brain as I couldn't stop thinking. Who was the blame? I've tried to figure it out and, I think it's clear that I messed up everything. The day I went to go confess what I really felt to the poor wretched soul himself, Kyojuro Rengoku that I didn't feel good training with him. That's what shattered the entire picture. I won't blame Valarie at all in this situation. She actually wanted to show him around in the first place which, I thought I was the only one volunteering for. It still leaves me thinking.... Why were those glasses on my desk?