The New Student

💖 .The Chance.💖

Well, I guess I might have another person to talk to other than my family! Maybe our new Classmate is just as quiet as I am. Or maybe not? I really don't know if I were to be honest. I hope he misses his old village just like me. I want that to happened because, I want someone I can relate to. Sure, It's hard but, I still wish I had the confidence to open up. Maybe It's that I don't like the same things that my classmates enjoy. Or maybe not. I really don't know. My day today was happier than ever. I smiled for the rest of the day. Not only because our new Classmate that might relate to me but, My family made me smile. Seeing them makes me feel safe. Well, You know what they say, Nothing beats a family's love. I agree with that quote so much. If I were to be honest, I think there the only ones that I talk to. Well, I think. I thought that was never possible not to even have a single friend. Or, Maybe not. I checked our new Classmates name. It was Kyojuro Rengoku.

 He looked so attractive if I were to be honest. So hot. I blushed even just looking at a single picture of him. He looks so good-looking and so bright. He looked so positive that I thought that he was perfect. Even just thinking about him made me smile. Like I always wanted to near people other than my family. I hope he is a really good person. He looks like it. Maybe he's not I don't know it certainly. Maybe he his but, I can't even think about it. I really don't know what I'm saying right now ether. Maybe I'm just tired. Yeah! I'm just tired. All I can really think about is him. His look his everything. I may not no him but, He looks nice. I hope that his nice. I really can't stop looking at this picture of him. So hot. I gaze and gaze at this picture as I hear foot steps I could barely hear. "Honey, Dinner is ready!." My Mother said as she knocked on my door. But, She didn't open the door because, She obviously didn't want to "intrude" what I was doing. "Oh, I'm coming!." I said as I immediately turned off my Chromebook. I went downstairs and ate my food while only looking at the ground and thinking about Rengoku-San. I never took my mind off of it. Will he be at least a friend? Will he come up to even talk to me? These thoughts spread as I never looked at any of my siblings. Hanako was fighting with Shigeru like usual. Nezuko was just on her phone while eating. And Rokuta was getting fed by my Mother. They never came up to talk to me.

I know it was cause they were doing stuff that were more important. So, I just focused on myself. Just how they were. I was not wanting to talk anyway. After I was done I told my Mother that I enjoyed my dinner and she told me I could go upstairs by now. I did and I just found my self looking at the picture of Rengoku-San again. Never taking my eyes off of anything. I just had my hands on my table of where my computer was and, I looked up at him obviously. Never listening to music. No Writing. Just looking at Rengoku-San. I broke out of it finally and I just turned off the Chromebook and I charged it for tomorrow. Man, I should start charging it more. I hope I do. Anyway, I put it away and turned off the light. I opened my curtains to see the beautiful night sky. Nothing better than just sitting down and counting stars non-stop. Still, At that moment, I wanted someone to talk to me. When I went to Nezuko's room she was talking with a friend. I didn't want to interrupt her so, I went to Hanako's room. She was doing her math homework. I wanted to help her so I stepped into her room. When I did I saw Takeo come out of her Bathroom. I didn't want to intrude so I left to check on Shigeru. And he was still busy talking to Rokuta. Gosh! Everyone is busy these days! I feel so alone. 

Even though I thought my family were the only ones that I could talk to but, I guess not sometimes. "Feeling alone Tanjiro, Dear?." My Mother said as she opened my door to see me laying on my bed doing nothing but watching the fan move as I try to follow it with my hand. "Yeah. I never knew you would come. I thought you had your interview is that correct?." I said as I sat up and looked at my Mother. "It wasn't to long. Do you have any school work you have to do?." My Mother said as she sat on my bed as well. "No, I don't talk to anyone at school so, I can focus and get everything done. So, I'm not busy. And, I was just trying to make my self busy by, Trying to help my sisters or brothers. But in reality, They have each other." I said as I looked at the ground with a dejected look in my face. "I know how you can be busy." My Mother said as she looked at me deeply. "How? Tell me! Please???." I said as I tried to tell her. "Help those in need that need it. Like your new classmate right? Help him. Lead him around this place. That's how you might get busy." She said as she stood up and started walking out of my room. After that, I never saw her. When she said that, I started thinking more.

Help those in need. I obviously get it. I just got to help him. What if he already has someone that will help him? I really don't know... "Wait!." I said as I grab my keys and left. I ran all the way down as if I was running for my life. "Big, Bro! Where are you going? You know that you shouldn't go out so late!." One of my Sisters said as she tried to stop me. But it was to late. I got out with only pajamas on and no jacket neither shoes. And I saw him. Kyojuro Rengoku.