The New Student

✧.Change.✧

Tanjiro POV:

I woke up to see the sun bright as ever with me laying on top of Rengoku. "HUH?!?!" I said as I jumped in confusement and turned slight red by this action. "Good Morning Kamado...." Rengoku-San said in a raspy voice that I thought that wasn't him. I looked around but when I looked at Rengoku-San I knew it was him. I laid on top of him as I held his hands on the bed and kissed him deeply and telling him, "I love you so much." "I love you to.." Rengoku-San said as he started to kiss me back and moved his hands to my waist. "Shit, What time is it?" I said as I looked around his room and I looked out the window. "Don't worry My Little Flame, It's Saturday." Rengoku-San said as he looked at me as I could tell he was a bit pink by calling me a cute nickname. "Oh! Thank God!" I said as I smiled. "Kamado, I don't know what you're gonna do. About you're Mother and all. You should probably go hom- Mh~... "

 Rengoku-San said as I cut him off by kissing him. I knew he told me that I should probably go back home but what I said was, "My love... Can I stay here for a bit? I wanna figure out what I wanna say." I said as I turned a bit pinker than Rengoku-San by calling him, "My love".. "Oh- Uh, O-okay! Wanna help make Breakfast? Or do you eat Breakfast? Or-" Rengoku-San said as he turned scarlet as he tried to sound normal but I replied with, "Oh- Uh, I do eat Breakfast And, Sure I- i- I can help!" I said as I stuttered and my face went back to normal. I found what was in his fridge and he had more things than I thought. I made scrambled eggs and Bacon just for myself. Rengoku-San told me that he could make his own so, I let him go.

 "Where's Senjuro?" I said as I asked Rengoku-San and got sliver ware for myself. "Oh, Don't worry about him, He wakes up so late every weekend! You wouldn't wanna see his sleep schedule! Haha!" Rengoku-San said as he voice went back to normal. His loud screaming voice came back after a while but, I was glad about it at least. We looked at each other as we didn't eat. I was confused at this point and asked Rengoku-San, "Rengoku-San, Why aren't you eating?" I said as I started eating before him. "Kamado... We made the biggest mistake... Why are you here? Oh, That's right, We stupidly didn't go to you're Mother to make things right. 

Do you know how bad this is? I can't believe you're even here... Well, Back to me being stupid and even thinking just running away with you and carrying you thinking you're a sex toy I can make out with at home..." Rengoku-San said as I could tell by his scent he was getting mad at himself but, he sat still. "Rengoku-San I-" I said as I cut myself off with one phone call by my mom. At that rate, I knew I was screwed up. As the phone kept ringing, Rengoku-San got more angry. Furious. To Aggravated. At himself.

"Rengoku-San It's not you're fault. Don't get angry at yourself. Just because, We did something horrible doesn't mean we will be horrible forever. If we want to change then I leave. Other wise, I'm staying here. If I we're me, I would be out this Fucking door already. And that's what I'm gonna do. I'll see you later." I said as I left my breakfast on the table as tears formed on my eyes. Down all the way to my chin. I ran home crying and weeping. Running as fast as I can as I turned frustrated and ran as fast as I can. And turn on my ability. My hair starts to grow as it reaches all the way down my back. My Eye's turn green as the other turns red. I kept running until I reached my home. I did my best to remove this feature and I did. I got inside the house just running all the way up to my room. "ONI-CHAN!!!" 

My Sister said as she hugged me and cried on me. The whole family did that as they cried on me. I was just one step away from my room. I screamed and said, "GET OFF!!!!!!" I said as pushed them and separated them from me. I went to my room crying and screaming in frustration as if I was having the worst tantrum in my life. Tears covering my bed as I just kept crying. "Kamado! | Bye! I love you!" Memories pop up in my head as they make me cry even more. My room feels like it's filled with devastated tears all over the floor. "R-R-r-Rengoku-SAN!!!" I said as I whimpered and cried. I screamed it so badly it fractured my entire window. 

I let my frustration get the best of me as I started to rip my pillow sheets apart with my claws. "I DON"T WANNA... LEAVE YOU!!!" I said as I started to turn more furious and fracturing the windows even more. They weren't fully fractured but, At this rate, One touch and it will fall apart. And that's what I did. I touched the window and all of the pieces fell outside and not inside for some reason. But, I didn't care about those window pieces. I cared about Rengoku-San. Is this how our relationship is going to be forever? Screaming, Crying, Furious at each other. I don't want to be enemy's with him. All I ever wanted to be was with him. A partner to him. I don't wanna live without him.

I always thought that I would end up relating to him. And having smiles on our faces every time that we saw each other. He would lighten me up and my face. Not just my emotion. I thought, I would always be happy, Joyful and excited to go with him. I thought, We would always see each other in a happy mood and cheering each other up. Well, Look at where we are. A lot of time has passed by and still, No change. I thought we we're going to have some road blocks here and there but, I feel like maybe, There was way too many. 

Every time we would see each other, We would be crying or screaming or furious at the end of every time we talked. It was always at the end. You know, It always ends up with, Something good at the start and something bad at the end. I want that to change. I want my actions to change. I want... Both of us to change. I wanna change the way I talk to him also. And, I want to change... Everything. Tears still dropping from my eyes on to the bed sheets and screaming, "RENGOKU-SAN!!!". I felt like this would go on forever. Whimpering and Crying on a loop. And never ending. Until I stopped having energy. My tears paused as I fell on my bed. My hands under the pillow as I fell asleep on it. I still felt tears coming down my tears as I thought of Rengoku-San's beautiful smile. And all of the start of the good times we had together. And, Not the end. Dreaming and Dreaming about it. Until I woke up. Once again.