The New Student

Good morning to the both of us.

Tanjiro POV:

I woke up feeling like I was bleeding for some reason. The feeling of aching pain going threw my arms. "AH!" I said as I screamed in agony. "My Little Flame, It's going to be alright ok? I'll be right back to heal it!" Rengoku-San said as he ran to the bathroom. "Okie..." I said as I smiled. Blood was throbbing all over my arm as I felt pain. After a while, Rengoku-San was able to heal it, I was glad that it stopped and, also glad Rengoku-San was their for me. "Are you going be alright My Little Flame?" Rengoku-San said as he looked up at me as he healed it. "Yeah, I'm sure..." I said as I bit my lip. "Are you lying to me My Little Flame?" Rengoku-San said as he asked me and tilted his head. "Not at all Mr. Rengoku.." I said as I looked at him deeply. We stared at each other in silence for awhile but that ended when I said, "Breakfast?" I said as I sat up.

 "I don't mind at all!" Rengoku-San said as he ran all the way to the kitchen. "So, you hate Hanazawa-San as well?" Rengoku-San said as he began to eat. "She tried to kill us.... What do you expect Rengoku-San?" I said as I tried to point out the obvious. "Don't you think that she might come back?" Rengoku-San said as he sounded way more serious that normal. More... Mad-like serious if that makes sense. "Well, the three gang always comes back so, probably.." I said as I cut the eggs into tiny pieces so that I can eat it properly. "She would never be as pathetic as just saying, 'JUST KILL ME' so, I think you have exact points my Young Kamado..." Rengoku-San said as he put down the silver ware. 

"Do you think she can be something other than a human being?" I said in a shaky voice even thinking about it. "That can't be possibly true but, who knows? I wish I did... Well, if she was something other than a human than, what could she possibly be?" Rengoku-San said as he put his two hands together on the table. I was across from him so, I could tell what he was trying to do. "A demon or, maybe have a special ability just like us or, She's a... a... Robot?" I said as I was trying to come up with ideas. "Alright... Interesting assumptions..." Rengoku-San said as he wrote them down on some notebook. "WHERE DID YOU GET THAT?!" I said as I was confused out of my mind. "OH UH, NOWHERE!!" Rengoku-San said as he hid it from me. To be honest, It was way to obvious of where I could see it but, the notebook was fully black and had dust all over it. It looked very old if I were to be honest with you.

 "How old is that notebook of yours?" I said as I tried to look back at it. "Alright, alright... If you want to know really badly about this whole notebook, it was back from when I was at my old village. I was.... 15 years old?.... Anyway, that doesn't matter as much, the point is, it's not that old..." Rengoku-San said as he blushed in embarrassment. "Rengoku-San, can we practice my techniques outside cause, I just have this feeling that Yuki can come back any sooner..." I said as a I got up and cleaned the dishes. "Of course! I love seeing you improve! Uh, Kamado, you go outside, I'll finish these..." Rengoku-San said as he grabbed the sponge out of my hands and started washing the dishes. "Alright, suit yourself!!" I said as I got ready to go continue my journey outside.

Rengoku POV:

When we went outside, Kamado looked very worried for some reason. "Is something holding you back My Little Flame? You can tell me anything" I said as I went up to him. "What can I do? I'm bad at academics and, even fighting. What will I do with my life? Rely on my family to keep me alive? Or do something that's going to make me feel proud of myself? Sure, I'm working on myself but, it's been weeks and, I just feel like I can't nail any form..." Kamado said as a tear went down his eyes. "No one just takes one day to do something. If you've never made a mistake in you're life, you do nothing. And, look at yourself Kamado. Trust me, mistakes are part of life and, no one succeeds on their first try in their entire life" I said as I wiped away the tear in Kamado's eye. 

"Sorry... It's just... Every time I end up doing something with you, I know it's always going to end up badly I- i, I sometimes wonder why I'm shedding all of these tears. Without you, I feel more happy and safe. I don't feel so blue all the time. When I was training by myself last night I-i almost got everything right I- i- can I have some time to myself?" Kamado said as he asked me. I nodded my head very weakly and barely smiled. He left looking happy and free. Was I the blame? What have I been doing wrong this entire time? The worst part was, Giyu came right up to Kamado and they both smiled and laughed with each other. Tears falling down my eyes to my cheeks as I stood their looking at the two laugh and smile. Giyu is from the three gang? Did Kamado lie to me this whole entire time? He never loved me did he? I put my entire heart into this little bitchy calico and this is what I get? 

I killed one of my loved ones for this? Getting lied to by their, "partner?" I can't possibly take this pain anymore. Like Kamado said, every time we try to cope with each other, one of us ends up crying or, feeling bad and acting arrogant against each other. I thought we would get over what happened a long time ago but, I guess, new things like this just has to ruin everything. Kamado doesn't get it. He's perfect. And maybe I am to but, I highly doubt that. I just got tricked by Kamado who supposedly, "loved me" and cared about me. To be honest, I don't think it's my fault at all. I just fell into a deep black hole with nothing to do. I think it's Giyu's fault. Maybe, just maybe.