𝐋𝐎'𝐀𝐊 𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐇𝐎𝐓

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"it will never be me, never." by loaksbitch on tumblr and wattpad.

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lo'ak is about to lose it.

it's almost dawn of the eclipse yet you're not home and he's worried, mad crazy even.

where are you? he asked your mother but she only told him you were out to wherever she doesn't know about and it's not fucking helping with his crippling anxiety.

are you okay? are you safe? he doesn't know what he'll do without you.

decided to go look for you by himself, he walks out of the hammock unnoticed by anyone but his brother, neteyam. lo'ak already knew who was behind him and didn't need to turn when he heard his brother's footsteps close

"i'm not going to cause trouble you know?" lo'ak simply says, too focused on looking for you now.

"that's a hard thing to believe, lo'ak." neteyam eyes him suspiciously and his younger brother scoffs before turning to face his brother.

"she's not home yet, are you not worried?"

neteyam takes a second to figure out who his little brother is talking out before clicking his tongue, "oh her, she'll be back home soon lo'ak, just get inside." neteyam says with an unbothered tone.

"she has got a name, neteyam. a fucking name and not 'her'" lo'ak angrily voice out, "and it's almost dawn and she has never been this late!" neteyam sighed before nodding and looking straight to his brother's eyes

"what if she's with him huh? you know she's trying to forget things that happened with her first love and you think you can fit into her heart?"

as bitter as it sounds, lo'ak only flares his nose and groans. "i'm going, and she's not with him i know that."

"really?" his older brother was now walking up to him and angrily breathing, "you're just hurting yourself, she doesn't love you like that!"

it was true, lo'ak knew you never saw him or will see him like he sees you, you're broken and can't be fixed right now, he knows he is gonna end up hurting himself but he always denies it.

lo'ak ignores his brother and takes a step before neteyam was cursing at him, "get inside lo'ak, don't make me fucking tell you twi– this skxawng!" neteyam angrily stares at the back of his brother's figure and watch him leave and disappear into the forest of the village

lo'ak will find you and will bring you back home, he knows eventually you'll love him back and see him.

you on other hand groan, the alcohol working through your body and almost making you lose balance. you don't even know how you ended up here but you knew you were too stressed and wanting to blur the pain out of your heart

a slight groan leaves your lips when your legs wobble and you almost fall, but thanks to eywa one of your friends help you up

"i told you not to drink too much!" your female na'vi friend scolds you but you shrug her voice telling her you want to go home.