Hidden Tears of Monsoon

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Yesterday when I looked into your eyes,
They looked towards me in a way,
As if I had been the reason behind that pain.
The pain which sunk my heart,
But I didn't allow my heart to feel it.

When my feet themselves stepped away from you,
I felt my life on my knees.
I was about to fall,
But I didn't let it happen, like always.
Maybe the tears wet my eyes,
But there's no tear left to fall.

I was afraid of hurting you,
And still, the fear exists,
But you never allowed me to know you.
You gave me thousands of reasons to give up,
Though I still had been holding onto you.

Now I can't,
Because the more I made one step further,
You always created an unbridgeable distance between us.
So how could I believe that I had ever hurt you?
I never had blamed you for anything,
Nor do I blame destiny, fate, or our fortune!

But in the trial of accepting harsh realities,
The parting made my knees wobbly and my heart ache!
Maybe we never did belong to each other,
Neither do we now!
But you had been the joy of spring to me!
Though time has made you my hidden tears of monsoon!

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