You're my everything Larissa Weems x fem! reader

Her past

Y/N pov

I woke up the next morning under my covers and not so bright and cheerful as I normally am; first of my head hurt like a motherf- and second I felt something familiar happening *really? I can't think she's attractive without this* I feel my breathing become deeper and slower and before I can stop it, tears are rolling down my cheeks.

Panic attacks. They are one of the reasons why I switched schools. I liked a teacher from my former school, every time I had her class I got panic attacks because I wanted to be with her, but I knew that would never happen. It's my fresh start and I'm getting them again. Don't get me wrong principal Weems is a gorgeous woman, but I'm not in love with her. Well at least I think not.

-knock knock- "Come in" her beautiful voice sounds. I walk in and greet her "Good morning ms Weems." "Good morning Y/N, what can I do for you on this fine morning?" "Well I was wondering if I could maybe see a therapist in Jericho? Dr. Valerie Kinbott." "Yes you can, may I ask why?" "Well she's been my therapist for the last couple of months and I'd like to continue my sessions with her. I get these panic attacks and she helps me to deal with them." "Well okay, on what days do you usually see dr. Kinbott?" "Every wednesday afternoon." "Alright, I can give you a lift whenever you need." "Thank you ms, that's very kind of you. Have a nice day!" "You too!"

As I'm walking to breakfast Wednesday catches up to me "Hey Y/N/N, are you alright?" "No, it's happening again, the panic attacks." Her eyes widen "Again? Weems really got to you huh." "What can I say? I like her a lot heh." "Yeah well, too much for your own good." I chuckle "Look, I've known her for 2 months. She's just really gorgeous and my brain just can't wrap around the fact that a gorgeous woman is being mega nice to me." "Well it better finds a way and quickly." "I'm going back to dr. Kinbott. I think that's best thing to do right now." "I agree."

When we arrive in the dining hall we quickly find Enid and go sit next to her.

Time skip first class

I'm sitting in botanic sciences with Xav, bored out of my mind. "Y/N/N you okay?" "Well I don't know." "You left your last school because of panic attacks you got because of a teacher. Right?" "Yeah, and I think they're coming back." his eyes widened "It's your second month and you already found someone you like enough to get panic attacks about?" I smiled awkwardly and shrugged "Is it miss Weems?" he smirked "Bingo bullseye right on the money!" "I can't blame you, but it's escalating quickly tho, don't you think?" "I know." I sighed and put my head on his shoulder. "I'm seeing my therapist on wednesday, she's the one driving me to my appointments. Little does she know that she's the reason why I go to them." I chuckle lightly "Yeah well. Wait, who's your therapist?" "Dr. Valerie Kinbott, why?" "She's friends with her."

"Well even if she is, she's not allowed to tell her anything. Doctor-patient confidentiality." "That's true." "And you know even if she did tell her, who cares? She'll probably find out sooner or late. She's a mind reader as well so yay for me." "That's how she knew that I stole art supplies in Jericho." "Haha dumbass." I shoved him lightly. "Do you still have the ability to bring your drawings to life?" "Yes, why?" he asked me, probably not trusting me (I mean who can blame him) "So tomorrow's mine and Wen's birthday. And I was wondering if you could create the scorpion that was killed in front of her eyes when we were six." "Oh you mean Nero?" "Yeah." "Sure I'll make him for ya." "Thanks, she really loved that thing, after those bullies made him run away, she's just never been the same you know? All of her emotions are shoved so deep, I just hope that Nero can fix that." "It's really sweet how much you care for your sister." "Aww thanks Xav."

The bell rang, so we packed our bags and went to our next class "What do you have next?" "Art, what about you?" "Same." we walked to the art class, but instead of our art teacher, we are met by ms Weems "Unfortunately mr Cronbell is sick, so you have an hour to yourselves, you can go to your rooms, you can go outside, do whatever you want!" She says with a smile "Oh god she's so gorgeous." I pout and let my head fall onto Xavier's shoulder "I know I know." he says while patting my head "Wanna go chill in your room? After this we have free period anyways." "Yeah sure let's go."

When we arrive at my room we sat down on the bed, while Xav starts working on the scorpion I just lie there and out of nowhere start crying "Y/N/N are you okay?" "Does it look like I'm okay?" "Were you overthinking about Weems?" "Maybe..." "Come here." he stretched out his arms and I sat on his lap while he held me. "It's going to be okay."
The next day
I fell asleep on him without even realizing it.
-knock knock- "come -yawn- in!" the door opened and ms Weems walked in "Oh, I hope I'm not interrupting anything?" she asks with what sounded like a hint of jealousy, then she saw my face "Y/N are you alright dear?" I wiped my tears "I'm fine. Is it time to go?" "Yes it is." "Okay, see you later Xav." "You're gonna tell the lady all of your problems?" "Yep! BYE!" "Bye!"

In the car

"Does Xavier know about your problems?" "Yes he does, he knows everything about me, he's been my best friend since we were four years old. He was the first one who I've come out to, after Wednesday of course. And he's been there for me whenever I needed him." a sign of relief fell on her face "It's important that you have someone like that in your life." "Yeah, but I also got Wen whenever I need to vent." "That's true." "Do you know what's causing you to get these panic attacks?" "Yes I do." *it's you*

Larissa pov
'it's you' I suddenly hear as a whisper in the back of my head. Am I the reason for her panic attacks? "Would you mind telling me?" "I'd rather not." "I understand." So it is me, other wise she would've told me. 'How do you tell someone they're the reason why you wake up crying? How do you tell your principal that you have a major crush on her while trapped in a moving vehicle?' That's a lot to take in at once, *she's just looking out of the window like nothing's wrong, yeah right.*

Y/N pov
'She's just looking out of the window like nothing's wrong, yeah right.' I think she knows something. *Shit she's a mind reader as well! How could I forget that?* 'Language!' *Oh this is just great. So you know everything now do you?* 'Well kind of yeah.' *Well turn the car around then, I don't need to go to dr. Kinbott if you already know.* she sighed but turned the car around and drove back to Never Moore.

Once back at school I just got out of the car and ran upstairs to my room. In my room I found Xavier playing with his freshly made scorpion. I slammed the door shut and he looked up "Are you okay? Shouldn't you be at your therapist's office right now?" "She read my mind, she knows that she's the one causing my panic attacks and that I get them because I've got a major crush on her. Can you maybe go to your room? I need to be alone for a while." "Sure Y/N/N whatever you need." he said before hugging me, giving me Nero and leaving.

I put Nero in a terrarium I quickly made/transfigures for him and then I just laid down on my bed and started crying. After a while I just fell asleep.
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-Karo