Y/N pov
It's been a month since Xav and I last spoke, I miss him like crazy, but I guess he doesn't. The baby hasn't kicked yet and even tho the doctor said that that's totally normal, I don't trust it. We're also not finding out the sex of the baby, we don't want to prepare for their life one way or another. They'll have a green nursery and all the toys they'd like.
I feel like I'm way more nervous for this baby to come than Rissa is. And I really don't understand why. *I mean this is all we've ever wanted, but what if I'll be a terrible mother, what if my child hates me? I can't do this, I can't be a mother, I'm not made for this.* I slide down the wall of the shower and just sit there and sob. "Darling, I heard your thoughts, are you alright?!" "I jus- I..." I couldn't form any words I just started wailing again.
'Just talk to me through your mind.' *I'm scared Larissa, what if I'm not cut out to be a mom? What if I'll be the worst mom ever and then our child would hate me and develop a complex and will only be interested in emotionally available older women.* 'Everything's going to be okay, I promise.' *She hasn't even kicked yet, maybe she's dead in there.* by now Larissa was stripped out of her clothes and sat next to me on the shower floor. She picked me up and placed me in her lap. "Everything's going to be just fine baby." She said, before kissing my forehead and rocking me back an forth.
I was calming down and slowly falling asleep "I love you sweetie." "I love you too darling." That's the last thing I heard before falling asleep but not before feeling the most incredible thing ever.
The baby kicked.
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Short but sweet
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