Thou Shall Not
Warning : Matured
"What is it about sin that humans keep on commiting it again and again?" Faith's mouth just gaped open, it's the last night of their collection and she'll go home tomorrow to attend a mass.
The question replayed inside Faith's mind of course. "What is it about sin?" She asked and turned her head towards Klyd who is brushing her hair, currently they're inside the hotel room. The recollection is done about half an hour ago.
"Sin?" Tumingin si Klyd sakanya at nagtataka ang pagmumukha nito.
Tumango lang si Faith. "Oo."
"Asides that it's eternal flame and the reason why we turn our backs to God. If we feel guilty about it bakit parin inuulit natin ang makasala?" Diretsong sabi ni Faith sakanyang kaibigan, parang pinagdadarasal nalang din niya na maiintindihan ni Klyd ang kanyang sinasabi.
She needs all the words she could get, She avoided Carina for God knows how long just so she could think about what's going on with her life as well as to reflect her rights and then wrongs.
Ilang beses na siyang pinagtatyagaang kausapin ni Carina pero ang ginawa niya ay tanging tumakbo papalayo lamang. Kaya hindi na isang malaking hula kung magagalit ito sakanya sa oras na siya ay maabotan nito.
Klyd scoffed just a little and stares at the ceiling for a while. "Well that's why there's confession isn't it? Doon natin sasabihin ang ating mga kasalanan, let it be venial or mortal. The confession is to reach out to God and the priest as your messenger."
"Paano naman kapag iyong taong yun, ngayon lang nakagawa ng kasalanan?"
"Faith, we sin almost everyday. It's impossible kung mayroong tao na ngayon lang nakagawa ng kasalanan." Tawang saad ni Klyd sakanya at humiga na sa malambot na kutson tsaka huminga ng malalim.
"Pwera sayo, palagi kang nasa simbahan at magdadasal." Naaliw na saad ni Klyd sakanya. Nanahimik si Faith dahik dito sabay ang pag simangot.
This is clearly how everyone views her and Faith can't help but feel guilty. No matter how much she prayed, it's still mot off her mind. She's in a pool of confusion and guilt.
Faith couldn't say to anyone that she's mot thay girl anymore, she's corrupted and will be more corrupted. Once sin spatters, it's like a virus that spreads through your everything.
"Ano ba ang problema?" Naningkit ang mga mata ni Klyd at parang umiba ang tempo dabil doon.
"I haven't been like that." Totoong saad ni Faith at nahihiyang napangiti sa kaibigan, kahit naman kilalang kilala na siya ni Klyd ay nahihiya parin naman si Faith pag sobrang pribado na ang kanilang pinag uusapan.
Faith heaved her breath and immediately gave a shrug. "Hindi naman ako perpekto, Klyd. Natatakot akong makagawa ng kasalanan kase tingin na ng mga tao ay hinding hindi ako gagawa ng kasalanan." Napakagat labi siya, para na kase siyang nabuhay kasama ang simbahan. Kilalang kilala siya bilang sobrang linis na dalaga ngunit ngayon ay ito ang nagyayare sakanya.
"Hindi ba?" Napatagilid ang ulo ni Klyd sabay ang pag kunot ng kilay nito.
Umiling si Faith at sumagot sa kaibigan. "I'm not perfect."
"What are you trying to confess?" Nagugulohan na si Klyd dahil dito at huminga mg malalim si Faith at iniisip niya pa kung sasabihin niya ba ito.
"It's about my heart's happiness and my religious path." Faith says quietly and sighed, her own heart felt so empty and hurt with the word she is saying right now. She's just hurting herself for some reason
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