Dear diary,
Go with the flow and put them with a smile. Nginitian at makisabayan na lang sa kanila . Wala naman ako magagawa. I just cant stop them nagging with my lovelife.
I always wish sana may bagong pasok na girl para siya naman tanungin sa lovelife niya. Ilang months, natupad ito. . May bagong trainee. Two beautiful girls. Finally, hindi na nila mapapansin ang pagiging single ko. Im still the bunso in the gang but at least somehow may ka-age na ako. Mahirap kasi kung ang katrabaho mo mga mommies na. They all talk about their kids but I dont have kids.
These two girls are easy to be with. Masaya sila kakwentohan at they know what to do. Kaya hindi ko maiwasan icompare ang sarili ko sa kanila. Kasi ako ang timid type girl but them , kaya nila makisabayan sa mga mommies, sa matured guy,sa becky at sa mga kalog na boys. Sila marami silang kwento at ako wala. Sila kaya nila makisabayan at dugtungan ng jokes habang ako tahimik lang.
It worries me. I want to be like them. It is the first time nayanig ang motto ko na "BE YOURSELF".
If I want to be new, kailangan ko rin ba baguhin ang sarili ko? Kung babaguhin ko ba ang sarili ko, may magkakagusto ba saakin? Diba mas maganda kung ang nagustuhan nila sayo ay iyong totoo at hindi yung fake? Why turn yourself to someone else youre not para lang may magkagusto sayo? Diba mas maganda kung being true to yourself.
I must not worried. Alam ko there some out there, that sees the beauty of the real me.
Someone who preferred the art of silence.
Someone laughing with me not because of my corny jokes but because Im laughing.
Someone who likes my good and bad side of me.
I know there is someone and I am please to meet him in the future.
Signing off,
=theNBSBeyourself
BINABASA MO ANG
Diary ng NBSB
Ngẫu nhiên"I've fallen in love so many times but love never gave me a chance to know how it feels to be loved by the person I love so much" ~theNBSB
