Entry#18: Love for me

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"Never ka pa nagkaroon ng boyfriend!?"

Sanay na ako sa ganyan ng reaction. Wala na bago sa akin. I just let them.

Sometimes they say na masyado yata mataas ang standard ko kaya hindi pa ako pumapasok sa isang relasyon . I feel hurt every time they said that. Maybe they dont understand me.

Sa totoo lang,hindi naman masyado mataas ang standard ko sa lalaki. It just that,hindi ko alam kung ano hinahanap ko. Or rather,wala talaga akong hinahanap sa isang tao.

Love has no standard. You love because you love.

Some people blame for my being child act. Yes,i think like a child and act like one sometimes..But it doesnt enough reason kung bakit hindi pa ako pumapasok sa commitment. Im grown up person and independent one to the point na to think i dont need someone beside me.

Love is not a wants. Hindi ka nagmamahal kasi kailan mo. Nagmahal ka kasi naramdaman mo.

Im not immune having crush someone..to a boy. Others think Im a bi. I found it funny. .Marami na ako naging crushes but that's it. Hanggang crush lang. I admired thier looks,personality and intelligence.

Love is tend for everyone. Kahit ano gender pa yan. Everyone deserves to be love.

Mayroon na rin sumubok manligaw pero hindi ko pinayagan. Noon,Im too young and kailangan ko magtapos. So fucos ko study ko that day. Pero now,may sumubok pero Im scared to enter a relationship kung hindi ko naman kaya . Gusto ko once I entered a relationship,its for keeps.

First ,last and only love..

Naniniwala kasi ako sa ilang bilyong tao sa mundo,may nakalaan na isang tao para sa akin na buong puso kong mamahalin.  Kahit hindi pa siya ang best friend ko at naging crush ko..I know some one out there.

"How can you find him kung hindi mo susubukan pumasok sa isang relasyon? Malay mo isa pala sa manliligaw mo?

Yeah, mostly people found their love by doing that. But for me,sabihin na nila weird ako at makaluma, mararamdaman ko talaga kapag siya na talaga when I see myself beside him.. Kahit ilang taon pa yan bago ko makita siya, I'll wait because

Love is timeless.

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