Diary ng NBSB

Entry#15: My Kuya

Dear diary,

Ano feeling ng may kuya? Ako kasi hindi ko alam. Panganay ako ng papa at mama ko. I do have a kapatid, a little sister. Kaya hindi ko alam kung ano feeling na may older brother ka.

As I read, maganda daw may kuya. May kadate ka sa prom kung wala sayo nagyaya. May magseselos sa boyfriend mo. May magprotect sayo sa boys. May tagabitbit ka kapag nagshoping at may tagasundo ka pa..

Wala naman ako kuya sa bahay pero sa trabaho ko,nagkaroon ako.

Mas matanda siya sa akin ng dalawang taon. Mabait siya. He speaks well. He always make things light in our surrounding. Minsan madali siya magalit. Pag nagalit siya,susuyuan mo dapat siya. Parang babae siya kapag kinikilig. He is one of a kind person.

I remembered that time when my orientation on my new job. He just suddenly came in that door with a smile and room filled with his laughter. Nagulat ako nang bigla niya lang igrab ang hand ko and do a handshake. Buti hindi ko siya sinampal. So handshake is trend in the branch.

That time naisip ko,masyado siya maingay para sa isang lalaki.

As I started to work, mas nakilala ko siya and he became my kuya.

Kapag lalabas kami paggabi siya ang nagsusundo saakin at hahatid rin sa paguwi.

Nakikita ko rin he is a real gentleman.
Nagtataka rin ako, he is good catch however wala siya G.F.

He had a G.F noong pumasok ako and already meet the girl noong sinundo ako ni kuya sa bahay for night outing.

But may nangyari and they got broke up. Maybe he was confuse that time and he take a risk. He choose the new girl he meet over his girlfriend.

Naisip ko rin, kung mahal ni kuya ang G.F niya hindi siya maghahanap ng iba.. I dont know. Siya lang nakakaalam why ganun desisyon niya. Wala ako sa lugar para i-judge siya without knowing his side.

So! He broke up to his g.f and pursue the new girl. But hindi rin siya pinili ng new girl.

Maybe ganyan talaga pagdating sa pagibig. Taking a risk. We take risk without knowing what will be the end of that line.

Pero as for his gf, it is hurt kasi they almost a year na sila and suddenly those years just gone. Hindi talaga basehan ang pagmamahal kung hanggang kailan kayo. May maiksi nga na panahon but they found true love.

But I realize, we are the one who write our own lovestory. We are the one who chose kung sino para sa atin.

For the case of kuya. Maybe they are not meant for each other. He take a risk and result hindi nagsang ayon sa kanya but there is a lesson. Kung magmamahal ulit si kuya, alam niya na gagawin niya.

So the meantime, dalawa na ang single sa branch. Hindi na ako nagiisa..hahaha..

Signingoff,
=theNBSB