"Why don't I leave y'all to talk" Kate says
"No" I scream and grip hard onto Kate
"Are you sure you want to have this conversation in front of Kate Beth I'm not going to hold anything back" Seth says
"Kate is my best friend and I mean you brought Decker so if he stays so does Kate" I say
"So Beth I'm here because I think you misunderstood the situation between you and Seth and he's hurting" Decker says
"What did you tell him Seth?" I ask him
"Same thing you told Kate Beth so don't go acting like it's one-sided"
Seth says
"Okay let's stop with the attitude and you both need to stop acting like you don't care about each other" Kate says
"Apparently to Beth I don't care for her at all and I just used her like a waste of space" Seth says
"Beth you said to him what why?" Kate said
"Yeah Beth why?" Seth asked
"Can we just start from the beginning?" Decker and Kate says
"Last night I stayed over Seth after helping him clean up and then I went to take a shower and I didn't have clothes so I went to Seth's room to get a shirt" I start
"Then invited her in my room and we kissed and another thing led to another and we had sex." Seth says
"We fucked four times and I was just trying to leave the next morning because I know there's no feelings it just happened and Seth tried making me feel bad for saying the truth" Beth says
"Can you stop saying we fucked for fuck sake Beth you are making it sound so cheap and like nothing like just an ordinary lay when I made love to you God dammit you are literally self sabotaging before even giving us a chance to talk just like yesterday morning" Seth says
"You are trying to make it seem like we have something like you feel something when you are in love with Decker we all know" I say
"I am not taking away that yes I said I love Decker but to make it seem like I'm not feeling something for you because you refuse to accept doesn't mean you have spit on me telling the truth I'm not fucking lying" Seth says
"Okay so I'm sorry but if two people make love in a night there's no way there's no feelings especially if you fall asleep after and don't just leave" Kate says
"Exactly when Kate literally after we finished we only turned towards each other kissed and then I wrapped my arms around her and we fell asleep she's lying to herself by saying I used her she's just afraid" Seth says
"What could I possibly be scared of Seth?" I ask being defensive
"I know you are afraid of getting hurt but you know I'm not the guys from your past or some your family that hurts you Beth but I also feel like you are keeping something from me if I'm being honest" Seth says
I just sit there silent because he had a point but I feel like I'm not the only person keeping something and I look up at Decker
"She is keeping something at your party when Kate left and Beth went to bathroom I followed behind her and well we talked yes but we also made out and we got interrupted that's why we stopped" Decker says
"Really you think that was necessary to say Seth I'm not trying to hurt you it happened but I felt horrible" I say with my legs shaking
"Why?" Seth says with a stoic look
"Well because you love Decker and I'm not trying to wreck anything" I say
"Beth I knew Decker liked you it was obvious and I'm not mad at you or him and felt that you liked him too I mean who wouldn't you both are very appealing" Seth says
"How could you not be I went behind your back and I'm sorry but my emotions were everywhere and I've tried as hard as I could to push it all away but it didn't work" I say
"Push what away Beth no one asked you to do that I don't know why you think caring needs to stop okay you felt something between you and Decker and me I wouldn't have been mad when I'm going through the same situation I'd be a total hypocrite" Seth says
"So now we're stuck so what are we going to do?" Decker says
"I can't explain it I just feel like I don't want to get hurt and Decker you've hurt Seth and Seth has way more feelings for you then where we may stand and what the fuck are we actually talking about" I say
"Just like you guys have feelings for me and each other whether wants to admit or not I care too and I think this should be explored" Decker says
"Haha of course you do there's nothing you're not alright with well I'm not doing that because that will just lead to heartbreak so please let's just let the whole thing cool down" I say
"Letting you know Beth you can run fine but this is not going away at least get to know us separately but avoidance is not the way it'll blow up on all of us" Decker says
"Can I please be left alone I need it if I'm being honest" I say
"Beth I care about you I always have but is it really fair for you to hurt me your best friend because you are scared if I'm mad that only thing I could bd upset about you know deep down I'm not a liar and non of my words to ever been" Seth says
They all get up and the boys walk out and I watch them walk out together and sigh
"So what are you going to do" Kate asks giving me a hug and I break down and cry like an idiot
"I don't know but I feel like they belong like that together alone but I'm breaking because I feel crushed especially when I looked into the pain Seth is in." I say and just sulk and walk back to grab my stuff and go home to get myself in control or at least attempt too.
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Dare To Love
RomanceBeth Banks lives life to the fullest because life has taught her that best person to love is yourself because not everyone will and you have to protect you. She's not worried about others are doing because she's only got to worry about her with her...
