M Y W O R L D | Sykean

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Now I have some real interesting shit to tell!
As we landed in America at 9pm, Oli decided that he would be going to a bar, as ALWAYS!
You see, he didn't even take a break from flirting and drinking, no, even now after a long and exhausting flight he somehow still had the energy to party all night!

I didn't really want to sit in a stupid bar and babysitt Oliver watching him break my heart but after all he was gonna be drunk again and needed support on the way home. That I knew for sure!
Usually, if I felt to depressed to watch out for Oli, one of the boys would be doing it for me but they were all sleeping in their hotel rooms.

So I had no other choice anyways.
It was all going like I expected it would; Oliver emptied glass for glass, flirting with some random chics and kissing a hot guy-

I didn't believe my fucking eyes!
He was kissing a man?!
Why tho?

Omfg is he bi or something like that?
Or is he just too drunk to distinguish men from women?

"Oi Oliver it's getting kinda late man, let's get going!", I called out to him, making him break the kiss with the stranger.

"Omg Maat you are too striiict for mee!",he whined at me.

"I don't care, we have a show tomorrow"

"Can we like... Not go? I don't wanna do that concert mannn! I'd rather lay in bed with you all day and cuddle and feel your soft haaaair!!!"

"Oliver stop it, you're drunk."

"I am nooot hahaha hahaha"

Well, about half an hour later we ended up laying in bed TOGETHER since Oli refused to sleep in his own.
We turned all lights off and closed the curtains so we wouldn't be bothered by the bright city lightings.
It was a nice ambiance, especially while laying in Olis arms.

Tomorrow would be a good time to ask him about certain things....
I could ask him about what's on his mind now though... That would actually be a great idea, I think in his state he would tell me the truth.

"Oliver can I ask you something?", I whispered.
"Everything, sweety"
I got pretty nervous at the nickname he gave me but I simply ignored that.
After all, he's just my best friend.

"You know, you seemed a little off over the past few days... Is everything alright? Is there something on your mind?"
There was a long pause making me regret my decision thinking I shouldn't have asked him this directly.
But to my surprise, he answered sounding sober and serious.

"Matt I knew I couldn't keep this a secret to you for forever... You're right, there's something big on my mind and honestly I don't know how to tell you..."

"Just tell me Oliver, you know I'm your best friend and you can tell me anything..."

"The thing is.... Well, don't be mad but I think... I think I like boys, too..."

I was shocked.
Not in a bad way though...
I was so happy, maybe I'd have a chance with him now, even though he probably wouldn't see me like that anyways...

"Oli... I'm happy for you... Thanks for telling me... I love you no matter what.", I told him with a caring voice.

"You-You're not mad??"

"Of course I'm not Oli!"

"thank you, I love you too!", he laughed.
You could hear that he just got rid of a huge burden.

"So... That explains why you kissed that guy in the bar?"

"Oh that... He was actually the one starting it... I think he might have recognized me. At that time I was more drunk and 'unconscious' as I am now, at least I can catch some clean thoughts now... But then I didn't really know what I was doing... He was fine though."

"Oh I see... So... You got anyone in mind at the time?"
Yeah go me, I felt fucking confident right now!

"Yeah I actually do!"

"Who is it?"

"Guess?"

"Do I know him or her?"

"Yeah... Very vell!"

"Is it a she?"

"Nah"

"Is he someone from the band?"

"....."
"yes....?"

"OMG OLIVER!"

"What...? I couldn't help but fall for him 5 years ago!"

"Wait, for this long?"

"Yeah well actually I didn't realize it just then but I was having this feeling towards him for 5 years..."

"Goddam, you poor thing. Anyways, is it Jordan?"

"No. He's like a brother to me."

"Lee?"

"Nah"

"Matt? It's gotta be Matt then"

"Sorry, but it isn't"

"Wait.... So this must mean you're in love with me...?"

"Yeah well you're right about that... Matt I love you, I have for so long...", I could barely hear his whisper but I did! And it shocked me.
Thousands of different positive emotions stormed through my body, my heart was bursting because of how fast it beat and my head was empty.
What in the world just happened?

Before I could answer him, I just felt soft lips touching mine.