M Y W O R L D | Sykean

8

Matt PoV.

Wow, what was going on?
I felt like my whole life had been turned around in like 1 and a half months.
Nothing stood the same and everything changed.
I really left my band mates, my friends, my family and Oliver... And for what?
So that my stupid ass will finally get over Oliver.
Heck, I probably hurt him so much, even if it isn't his fault he doesn't like me back.

It doesn't matter what he said back then because they were all lies.
I know that because Oliver once played the same psycho game with another girl when we were in highschool.
Her name was Amanda; very sweet girl if you only get to know her.
Oliver really liked her and fortunately they came together.
But once he caught her cheating so he was heartbroken for a week at least.
I was the one who encouraged him to take revenge... And he did just that.

-°•°- FLASHBACK -°•°-

"Oliver that's not okay! You can't let her get away with that!", I exclaimed furiously to a sobbing Oli pressed against my chest.
Kneeling down on his Metallica rug right in the center of his room I pulled him down with me never letting him go.

"B-but Matt! She's so precious and beautiful, I can't hurt her physically nor mentally! I love her you know?", he cried, "She might not love me anymore but I see the good in her... I mean I can't force her to love me so if she doesn't want to be with me anymore I need to respect that! Even if it hurts..." The last part was just a soft whisper barely hearable to me.

I was raging at that fucking b*tch.
Nobody could ever hurt my Oliver!
Not him.

I waited a few days till his sorrow died down a little and told him, once again, that he should not go easy on her.
To my surprise, all of his sadness was now replaced by anger and hatred towards the blonde bimbo.

I didn't know that what he was up to was so bad.
I couldn't imagine my innocent Oliver doing such a cruel thing.
I couldn't believe my eyes when I saw what he did.

I hid behind a bush big enough to cover my body while eavesdropping the two.

"Oliver... I'm so sorry that I was cheating on you, you know?", Amanda fiddled with the ends of her shirt, "do you think we could go back together? You said you still loved me, right?"

What would he do? What would he answer?

"Oh Amanda of course I would! I love you so much, you're the light of my life!" He laughed such a sincere laugh, even I was fooled by that. He sounded so happy, so truly truly happy.

Amanda gasped! "Oli... Thank you so much I knew you would understand! I-", she was suddenly cut of by a furiously looking Oliver who spit right in front of her pink shoes.

...what? It was like his mood changed from one to the other second.
It was creepy.

"Amanda you fucking slender b*tch. I swear to God if you will say anything now, I'll kill you. I never loved you, not even when I admitted my "feelings" for you. I myself was Brat, okay?" You could hear the venom drip from his voice.
It scared me.

The way he held his head low but still looking Amanda straight into her soul, scared me.
His sloughed position didn't match up with his poisonous words.
From afar, you would think he was the one suffering through her words.
But I knew... And I was scared of my best friend at that very moment.

Silence.

It was silent, you couldn't even hear birds chirping.
The atmosphere was tense, the sky was dark from heavy clouds as it started to rain heavily.

"You....? You were Brat?"

"That's about correct."

"Oliver listen! I needed the money! You know about my mum I-"

"I don't care about your mother, darling"

"SHE'S DYING OLIVER! DO YOU UNDERSTAND??"
Tears were now streaming all over her cheeks ruining her perfect makeup as she screamed hysterically wanting him to listen.

"I'm dying too", he simply stated.

"Now fuck off will ya?", he spat but his face remained calm and without any hint of deeper emotion.

He probably knew I was watching the two of them.
He just didn't know I was close enough to hear their conversation as well.
He wanted me to think that he was the victim.
I was shocked.
Her mum was dying?? I didn't know that...
Oliver did obviously.

To clear things up, Brat was a 39 year old guy on social media platform trying to find a sugar babe.
He granted lots of money if you'd get his lover...
Not even I knew that my best friend set up that fake account to test his girlfriend he didn't even love.
Well it worked.
And he came to me, showing me her phone that he managed to grab.
I was super angry at her.
I didn't know things would end up turning out that way...
I didn't know what to think.
You see, I loved him already but seeing this made me feel a little distressed.

I decided not to tell him I was there and play along with him thinking I could just see things.

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Okay so I didn't do any correction reading but fck it just tell me when u notice smith🥲😂